In her own little mind, Caroline believes she can speak with Tyler.
Tyler, it's been a year.
A tiring, upsetting and emotional year.I can't say goodbye, I can't let go because in my heart you're still here. But in my head, you 's not that I'm saying you abandoned me, or allie, or anyone. But who can protect me now you're no longer here? Now that I'm growing up, and the only person I felt I could ever talk to, is just a memory of what was. I miss you, and not a day goes by that I don't. You had a life to lead, but no longer. I'm going to make you proud.
Caroline, You always made me proud.
You inspired me more than you will ever know. You were the girl in my life who I would give up everything just to make you smile. I'm sorry I'm gone, I can't change that. But I'll always be in your heart. And you will go on to live an incredible life of triumph and love, being the amazing person you don't need to miss me, I'm always with you.
Tyler, I know I'm going insane..
thinking I can hear you, reaching out to touch you.. are you an angel? here to protect me, like you did since I was little?are you my guardian? I must be crazy, as if you could really be here. I guess this is me grieving. But I'm just not ready to let you go.
Caroline, I'm your angel, as you are mine.
If you don't want to let me go just yet, you don't have to. I'm your guardian, just know that, and no matter what happens, I'm watching over you, as a silent witness to your life. I love you, my angel.
Tyler, It's been months since I've heard your voice in my head, or seen you in front of me, I think you left me again.
My angel, I'm okay now. I know that you'll watch over me, and I'm going to live my life as best I can. I will love you forever big brother,and hope we see eachother again.
I love you Tyler. That's really all I have left to say. I love you - always have, always will.
