I didn't mean for things to be this way. I mean, it wasn't my fault that we drifted so far apart. It was your fault in the first place for ever doing what you did, but then we only avoided each other to avoid heartbreak. If only you knew that by staying away you just made it worse. Later on you started coming around again. It wasn't helping and it was then that I realized that I had to be with you to be happy. Things just aren't the same. You know, being with you helped me get over my first love. I don't really think about him much anymore. He caused me pain for such a long time, but when you walked into my life, it was as if he never hurt me. When we broke up, all of my memories came rushing back into my mind. All of the memories that I had tried so hard to forget just ruined me. For a while, I was broken, but I found comfort in someone else. That didn't work out well because he ended up just breaking me further. I still longed for you and I only got worse. I could tell that you still had feelings for me, but I didn't know how to tell you. You thought I was still angry. All I wanted from you was to have your heart. When I finally started showing you that I was past being mad, you didn't seem to get. You kept acting as if you had to work for my love. What you didn't know is that you've always had my love. Since before we started talking, I loved you and I haven't stopped since. Despite my morals, I would give you everything, even my virginity, to keep you forever. As horrible as that all sounds, it is what I feel deep inside. You put life in my eyes and were the air that I longed to breathe. You know, you were the reason that I transferred schools. As convinced that my parents are that I switched for academic reasons, I really did it to be near you. I hope that this new school is a new chance. A new chance for me. A new chance for us.