I don't own Peter Pan. It's the wonderful creation of Sir James Matthew Barrie. All the characters and places are the works of his amazing imagination. The ideas for the plot of this story come from a dream of my twin sister and I.

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Goodbye my Heart

"Don't go! Please Peter stay! I don't want to loose you."

"I must go Wendy. Don't you understand? Neverland is all I know. It has been my home forever and I can't just leave it. I am Neverland! Why wouldn't you just stay with me?"

Peter's mournful tone shocked Wendy. She could tell he didn't want to leave her but she couldn't stay in Neverland. Her home was in London. She didn't understand why Peter couldn't stay with her.

Peter could see he was hurting Wendy and he regretted it more the anything. He never wanted to hurt her, but what else could he do? He was afraid to stay in London and it wasn't his home. Peter didn't even think that he could stay. When he told Wendy he was Neverland it was the truth. He was what kept Neverland in existence. Without him Neverland would sense to exist.

Wendy remained silent. Tears fell down her face, staining her nightgown. She couldn't look at him. Peter was breaking her heart. Pain was in her eyes and Peter knew it was his fault.

"Don't cry for me, Wendy, I'm not worth it. We both know that I cant stay here are you wont stay in Neverland. This is the way it has to be. Why wont you just accept it?" Peter knew his words where harsh. He knew he was breaking her. It was killing him to hurt her like this but there was no other way.

"Stop it Peter! Why are you being so cold? What happened to the boy that I fell in love with? Why are you doing this?" Wendy raised her voice. She was angry with him and she had every right to be.

"Wendy you must have know that we could never stay together. I can't be here and you won't stay with me. Its you who is leaving me! Understand that I have to go."

Wendy just looked at him. He could see her heart crumble into a million pieces. He didn't want things to end like this. It would be much easier if he hadn't taken her to Neverland in the first place. He had always known that he could never take a girl to Neverland because if a girl stole his heart all of Neverland would be destroyed. Wendy hadn't stole his heart he had given it to her. He was afraid of what might happen now. He didn't want to loose her but he needed Neverland and so did all the other children in the world. Without it their would be no dreams or wishes on stars. Everything a child needed rested on his shoulders and it was slowly destroying him.

"Goodbye Wendy."

"Peter, I gave you my heart and you broke it. I want never to see you again but I also know that is I don't see you it will kill me." Wendy's tone was emotionless but her eyes showed that she was beyond sad. Her world was over. Nothing mattered anymore. She wanted to die just so that the pain would go away.

Peter didn't trust himself to speak. He knew that if he did he would apologize and promise to stay with her forever. Her voice scared him. He was scared she would do something dangerous. He was unable to do anything.

Wendy watched as Peter turned away. She was broken inside and she never wanted to see Peter again. She loved him and he had thrown it away. She was a fool to think he had ever cared or could ever care. He was nothing more then a boy with foolish ideas and childish dreams.

Peter flew away. He went right back to Neverland and straight to his underground home. He was mad at himself and at Wendy. He wished things were different and that he had left her on a happier note. He was angry that he had given her his heart. He was scared because he didn't know what would happen to Neverland and himself. Could that island survive without a heart?

After Peter left Wendy collapsed in tears. She was unable to stand. Her mother walked into the nursery to find her on the floor in tears. Wendy didn't respond to anything. Mrs. Darling called for her husband and he came running. Wendy remained on the floor. An ambulance was called and Wendy was taken to the hospital.

This is the end of the first chapter. I think I will write two or three more. The next one will be about Neverland and Peter, the one after that will be about Wendy and the last one might be about them getting reunited. (I don't know if I will reunite them or not)

This was written by Arianna and edited by Roxanna. I am pleased to say thins is the first story I have written since I got out of the hospital. Please tell me what you think. Constructive criticism would be very helpful so that I can improve this story!