My voice is caught in my throat as I dare to say it one last time

Over the phone I know you're anxious

You anticipate my words with a joyful sorrow

But how can I express such a feeling to someone who is no longer mine?

How can I look you in the eyes again and call you a friend?

"I love you" I finally manage freeing myself from the emotional baggage

But the only sound from your end is a soft and continuous beep

You'd hung up and missed my final good-bye

My heart sinks into a feverish delirium