Summary / first chapter Lust
What would happen if Bella was a vampire in the Cullen family and Jasper was the human boy who moved to the dreary town of Forks to live with his dad and met the mysterious girl that could either be the start of his love life or his death? Will Bella be able to resist when a new boy enters her lonely and boring high school with a very tasty smelling blood?
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Okay I will give you a little of the story to be nice because it is my birthday and because it is valentines day so I hope to have a few good comments and please let me know if this is a good idea I have had such good comments on my last Bella /Jasper story I wanted to do another from a different stand point.
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Chapter 1
Bella POV
I wish the summer break could have lasted longer I hate having to come to school this would be the 5th time I was under the pretense of a junior in high school and I was starting to get bored. I guess after I graduate and after my family moved to somewhere else much like this town I would take a break and not go to school.
At least I would only have to wait a year more before I could take a break no doubt after five or ten years I would start a new school some where else as a 10th grader from either Alaska or maybe Maine.
I sighed, as I looked at my brother Edward and sister Alice. They were snuggled up next to each other in the backseat of my 2007 Nissan. We were waiting for my other brother and sister to arrive in her M3. Rose had whined for the last three days that she hardly ever got to drive it and so won her way and now was driving her and Emmett to school.
I sighed again and Edward looked forward in the rear view mirror to lock eyes with me for a moment I heard his thoughts "Can you leave Alice and I alone for a moment before school" I nodded my head once before leaping out of my car and leaving him and Alice alone for a moment.
I was not overly upset at ditching out on another of their make out sessions, I had seen more than enough of them to last me several dozen life times but that wasn't the worse of it. I was the only one in my family that did not have a mate nor was I looking for one but when I happen to hear all of their thoughts when they are all being lovely dovey or when they were love making well it still saddens me a bit.
I start singing a song in my head to drown out all of the noise I hear from the students' thoughts around me as well as the thoughts of my siblings. Edward and Alice were the most considerate of my feelings; Rosalie and Emmett were not so much. I have walked in on their fuck sessions and seen more than enough of both of them to know that no matter how many years I live there are just some things that you can never burn out of your memory.
As I walk toward the school I can hear lustful thoughts about me or one of my siblings from all the human children seem to get when the see one of us. It is scary when teachers think about your siblings or you but even worse when they think about your parents, I had caught the thoughts of Mr. Eric one day and thought I was going to be scared for life when he thought of all the things he had wanted to try on Esme my mother figure.
As I walked at a human pace I noticed that not all of the students thoughts were on my family and me for once. It was odd when this happened don't get me wrong it was a relief when it did but still it meant that something was up. As I listened a bit more I realized that the student body especially the girls were thinking of the new transfer student Jasper Swan.
"Oh my god I want some of that I don't care what Jessica says I totally will get him first! The way those dark Jeans hug his waist and show off those hip bones yum I cant wait for him to bend me over the desk…"
I smacked myself hard on the head trying to tune out Lauren's nasty thoughts about Jasper. It was bad enough that I had class with her and Mike Newton last year and had to listen to her fantasies about him but damn it she had only seen Jasper one time in passing him in the hall and she was already thinking up plans to fuck him.
I shook my head hard to get the image of the tall blonde haired boy with nice muscles and lightly tanned skin bending Lauren over the desk in the abandon classroom down the hall. God if I had any classes with her or Jessica I would have to kill them just to keep from going insane. I finally made it to my biology class and found a table in the back corner next to the window.
None of the students here would sit next to me, I think it was their subconscious telling them to stay away she is dangerous yes look at her beauty but don't go near her. Humans could fascinate me to no end they would fantasize about my kind but after one encounter they would either be dead or know instinctively something is not right about us and keep their distance without consciously knowing why they did or question it.
I smiled to my self as I watched other students file into the room and hold true to my theory they all took note of me sitting here appearing to look out the window with disinterest and yet none of them were brave enough to come sit with me. I did not expect anything out of these frail humans I was dangerous I was a monster from their wildest nightmares and children stories I was a vampire.
My family and I were different from most of our bloodthirsty kind we drank our need from animals not humans. Though many vampires look down on this life style I relished in it. I knew I was a monster and I knew what my kind and I were capable of, by taking the life of animals I thought I could be a little less of a monster I hoped and prayed that.
Though I will admit that it is not as satisfying as human blood and can never completely satisfy us at least it kept us from having to take an innocent life. My father figure Carlisle believes that once we are born no matter race or species that everyone has the right to live. I sometimes wondered if it was only us the freaks in the vampire world that believed that.
Humans themselves from the very beginning of the species always plotted ways to kill each other more efficiently and effectively. For various reasons of course, either for land, money, revenge, pleasure, and my favorite JUSTICE. Humans liked blood spill look at Rome's coliseum for instance and when they needed a reason they could always find a reason under the pretense of justice.
As Mrs. Neal walked into the room and started the lesson I sighed we would be studying plant life and cellular growth for the next two weeks. Yes it was very boring to keep repeating high school again and again but I guess it is natural when I was certified to teach this class at a college level and had two Doctors degrees in surgery I doubted that she would be able to supply me with any new information I did not already know.
The class slowly slipped by as I waited for the bell when it rang I was already out of my seat and heading out the door on my way to geometry at the other end of the school. My next two classes went in much the same manner. I would choose a seat in the back corner and sit barely listening to the lectures.
As expected all of the students' thoughts were on the new boy Jasper Swan. Many of the girls were thinking of confessing their love and fucking him especially Jessica and Lauren. As all the guys thought about what sports Jasper liked or they would compare themselves to him. It was like waving a shiny new toy in front of a toddler.
As soon as the bell released me from the day's torture I escaped to the cafeteria and my siblings. Rosalie and Emmett whom I had not seen since I had lift for school were already seated at out normal table with their daily props. I quickly went and grabbed a bottle of water and took a seat next to Rose.
Alice and Edward had just gotten to the table with their food they would not eat just before I sat down. "So anything interesting about the transfer student?" Edward's thoughts asked.
I turned my head to look out the window to see rain falling as usual that was why we could live here in the open without problems. "No all the same thoughts I have heard they either are comparing themselves to Jasper or they are thinking of fucking him" I replied with my thoughts.
Edward's eyes looked down at the table and then darted up to the ceiling agreeing with me about the thoughts he had heard too. I smiled slightly before returning my gaze to the window. Edward's gift and mine were the same he and I could hear everyone else's thoughts. The only difference was that I also had a mental shield I could use to block any mental attacks if I needed to.
Edward and mines place in the family was to look out for all dangers that could happen to our family. We were the first line of defense if any human who had a wild imagination and figured out our secret even if they did not believe their own thoughts Edward and I would alert our family and we would move on to the next town and safety.
In our family Carlisle turned Edward who had been dieing of the Spanish influenza and he had been with Carlisle the longest nearly 150 years, after Edward Carlisle turned his mate Esme who he found dieing after she had tried to kill herself jumping off a cliff. Then Carlisle found Rosalie raped and near Death so he turned her hoping that she would be Edward's mate, it didn't work out between Rose and Edward but then a few months later Carlisle was present at my violin concert in England and he found me bleeding out after being shot in the side as burglars robbed the theater house and they had raped me and left me to die slowly.
Rose found Emmett being mauled by a bear and begged Carlisle to turn him so my family all owned this new life to our father and so it was our duty to protect it with everything we had. Alice joined us later on after she saw our family with her gift to see the future. She saw Edward becoming her mate and came to find us.
My head started to turn out of habit when I heard a new voice in my head. It was deep and had a southern accent. Edward had turned as well just a few centimeters but still now he too could see the new speaker in our heads.
Wow the student body had not been wrong for a human Jasper was very good looking. Emmett had noticed Edward and mine's miner body shift and grinned widely before whispering softly to us.
"So what is the new guy thinking anything interesting?" Emmett's eyes were showing his excitement I swore he was a five years old stuck in that large muscled body of his. Emmett stood probably 6'8'' tall and was broad with corded muscle dark curly short hair.
Edward sighed. "Trust me Em he is not thinking anything about Rose so no you cant start a pretend fight with him, he is just asking about dirt on the Cullens" Edward whispered softly while picking at his food slightly but making no move to eat it.
"And what he is being told by Mike Newton isn't even interesting or have even the slightest hints of scandal except that we are all adopted by Esme and Carlisle and that were all together together." I finished where Edward's report had left off. Sometimes our family hated that Edward and I had similar gifts when it came to their privacy.
Emmett hated it the least there was not one thing that he would think and not say. Rose hated it the most because Edward and I would torment her from time to time about how shallow her thought can get some times. Edward and I did not care to much about the fact we could read each others minds I could always block him if I desired but I hardly ever did, we enjoyed being able to communicate with each other this way it felt secretive and some times it was just what we needed.
We could sit in silence and have excellent conversations without a word we understood each other the most out of all the family. We could go to each other any time we were bothered by something or anything and the other would understand completely as if it had been their own thought and situation. I also knew that Edward sometime wished his mate Alice could have the same understanding that we had with each other but it made us the best brother and sister there ever was.
Right now we were pretending that Edward and I were twins, both of us with our tawny hair and gold eyes, the slight build and easy going nature always able to finish each others sentences. Alice and Rose were playing sisters also though Rose was pretended to be a year older. And Emmett was pretending to be Esme's nephew whose parents died in a car accident.
I listened to the conversation between Jasper and Mike to pass the time and to see what Jasper's reaction would be. Mike had just finished explaining the couple pairing and the relationship we each had to the others and Jasper though quiet was thinking sadly about his mother who had just died recently in a accident also. I felt sorry for Jasper, all human's life spans were short but for someone they were close to getting cut short was even sadder.
I sighed waiting for the bell to ring I took a few drinks of water as I waited playing into the act without thought. Mike was being his over egotistical self thinking about if he wasn't good enough to get into my attention then there was no way in hell Jasper could ever catch my interest.
As the bell rang I stood to leave with a nod to my siblings as I left. Out in the hall way I vaguely thought that I should hunt this night because I was catching a scent of a particularly tasty scent. I growled low at myself forcing my inner monster down under my control there was no way I was going to break my resolve to never drink for humans again.
I shook my head trying to shake the last thoughts of hunting down the human with the fragrant blood from my head roughly, and darted into my history class. I walked quickly to a seat in the back and plopped down roughly barely thinking to make sure to not break the chair.
The class filled up and of course I was by myself again it was not that I minded in the least but when I have a run in with my monstrous side I always get depressed and think about things I shouldn't because they will only make me feel worse.
I was thinking about how alone I always am everyone in my family had found their other half their soul mate and I had no one. In school because of what I am the humans avoid me without knowing why they do themselves. And after the night I killed the one boy I thought I loved when I had been a newborn vampire and dangerous with no thought other than to stop the insistant burn in my throat no matter who I killed, I had truly been alone for a very long time.
Going on almost 100 years I have been alone. I hardly noticed the door open and just registered the thoughts of every student in the room Jasper was here. I felt sorry for him almost sorrier than I felt for myself there were no other empty seats except for the one beside me. He would spend a very uncomfortable time this year forced to be next to a deadly monster under the disguise of a beautiful 17-year-old girl.
Jasper mumbled something about getting lost and walked in from of the heater a wave of his scent wafting over to me. My eyes turned pitch black as I grasped the seat of my chair roughly to force myself to remain seated. GOD he smelled good! His scent was over warm cinnamon toast and honey with a hint of vanilla.
Jasper looked in the direction of the seat next to me at my table that Mr. Barton was pointing at. My mind instantly went to thoughts of how could I get him alone with me. I had the advantage with being privy to his every thought. But the closer he got to me the worse my monster cried out for his blood. FUCK! Who gave a damn what Carlisle thought of me I needed his blood no I had to have his blood because I wanted it. And I wanted it right this god damn second and no one was going to stop me!
Hell Jasper hadn't even sat down yet and I was thinking of ways to kill him right in front of the class of children and then continue the killing of all witnesses after. Esme will be disappointed in me that I am sure of, my family will have to move away and Rose will be pissed but as long as I got to drink the forbidden fruit of Jasper's blood who that fuck was I to complain at what would happen to me later.
Jasper moved out of the direct path of the heater and a wave of fresh air blow across my face I gulped the clean air in and it cleared my head. I stopped breathing altogether I was horrified with the way my thoughts had went. I had to get away from Jasper! Before I lost myself to my monster and lost everything I had worked so hard to get.
Jasper sat quietly next to me turning to look at me out of the corner of his eyes from time to time. Jasper finally turned and spoke to me in his southern accent.
"Hi I'm Jasper Swan I noticed you looked pained in the cafeteria are you ok? You look kind of sick." Jasper what the fuck are you thinking! I practically wanted to yell at him I was fucking planning your death and here you are worried that I feel sick. My mind was whirling a million miles an hour warring with itself about weather I should ask him to take me to the nurse and drink him dry in a abandoned classroom or to yell at him for being a stupid fucking human that should never of come here.
I must have glared at him because Jasper sighed under his breath and mumbled something he probably didn't want me to hear. Sorry for asking gee just thought I would be friend god damn even angles can turn into tormenting demons with just one look.
I waited for that damn bell to ring and prayed it did soon otherwise I was going to kill hi. Jasper seemed to be teasing my monster as his long neck tilted to the side giving me a great view of his pulse as it pushed blood rapidly through his jugular. The skin was just so thin.
It would look like nothing more than a kiss on the neck an intimate thing in itself. He would like it if it was you that was taking his life away. My monster whispered seductively. I shoved out of my chair roughly it dropped over onto the floor with a bang. A fled the room as quickly as I could with out causing suspicion. Alice was waiting for me outside in the hall.
"I have to get out of here Alice" I stated in a strained voice. She nodded and came to my side keeping up with my long strides as I rushed outside to the clean air. Alice turned to me once outside as I took in long deep gasps.
"go hunt I will already called Esme to tell her that you are leaving school she called to let them know that you had a doctors appointment and were leaving early." Alice held out her hand for my keys. I handed them over to her without a thought and hugged her close to me before releasing her and making a beeline for the forest and ran as fast as I could to get away from Jasper and his singing blood.
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