Embracing

I accept my loneliness

Because I know no one will ever love me

I had given my heart out without reason

And now it has shattered

Into a million lost pieces

Now I keep it hidden

So no one will ever find it

I've put up a barrier stone

Sealing my feelings inside

My heart will stay airtight

Until I open it up causing an explosion

Now people pick at it with a chisel

Prying at it slowly

Hoping to reach my heart,

That their longing

To seep poison inside

After the poison is flushed out

The heart is wounded beyond repair

Crying like a lamb

Without a Sheppard

And you want to get up

You want it to end

But its an on going race

And an on going chase

And that's why

I don't want to die

Nor do I want to live

I just want to disappear