Embracing
I accept my loneliness
Because I know no one will ever love me
I had given my heart out without reason
And now it has shattered
Into a million lost pieces
Now I keep it hidden
So no one will ever find it
I've put up a barrier stone
Sealing my feelings inside
My heart will stay airtight
Until I open it up causing an explosion
Now people pick at it with a chisel
Prying at it slowly
Hoping to reach my heart,
That their longing
To seep poison inside
After the poison is flushed out
The heart is wounded beyond repair
Crying like a lamb
Without a Sheppard
And you want to get up
You want it to end
But its an on going race
And an on going chase
And that's why
I don't want to die
Nor do I want to live
I just want to disappear
