Disclaimer: I dont own KND cries Mr. Warburton does...

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"I'm sitting here, on a graveyard, writing this note. You may wonder, what the hell are you doing at a graveyard? Well, I will tell you exactly what I am doing here."

"I am here to mourn. For today, I was brutally stripped of my childhood. You may think bad thoughts now, but let me assure you. It's not what some of you dirty minded teens will think it is.

No, today I became a teenager, on my 13th birthday.

Today, my membership of the KND will be over forever. As will my memories. That is why I am writing this down. To remember once again, when I am decommissioned."

Numbuh 1 looked down at the lines his pen had left on the paper. Staring over the graves of many plushies, of which most were rainbow monkeys, he felt tears coming to his eyes. However, he blinked them away, and started to write on the paper again.

"Once I had the idea to resist, to try and remain a kid forever. Ever since my 11th birthday, I had searched far and wide for a potion or a machine that would grant me eternal youth. Once, before my 11th birthday, I had come closer to that goal that I would ever be again. But alas, I was still a field operative back then, and had a different mission to do. Now, its to late.

The Delightful Children From Down The Lane destroyed the fountain of youth, forever destroying my chance there. But now I think of it, I doubt that would have been a good solution. It would have made me totally dependent on a place, making it impossible for me to ever leave the school again.

On my 11th birthday, I resigned my job as leader of Sector V, and took a new job as a KND scientist. This gave me all the equipment and time I needed for my quest. A quest I failed miserably. And now, I know the decommission squad will be waiting for me, and come to hunt me if I don't get there fast.

And so I will, but first, let me explain what made me decide not to fight, or run away any more.

Ever since Rachel, or Numbuh 363 was decommissioned, I lost what little joy I had in being a kid.

With her, the lights in my mind went out, and my heart went cold.

However, there is always hope... Rachel told me she had hidden a special device, developed in the biggest secrecy. A new recommissioning device.

She had asked me to use it on her, after she was decommissioned, for it would only work if the recommissioning was done shortly after decommission, for then her brain still had her memories in her under concious.

So I had done as she asked. And it had worked! Oh, the joy that filled my heart at that moment. She promised me she would use it on me to, after it was my turn. That way, we would be happy together forever.."

Numbuh 1 read it over once, twice. Then he rolled it up, and put in his pocket. He sighted and looked up, towards the moon.

"Time to get this over with..."

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