"They've got me on the outside looking in.

But I can't see at all.

With the weight of the world on my shoulders,

They just wanna see me fall."

There's nothing wrong with goals. Nothing is wrong with dreams and ambitions. I want to get out of Lima. From what I gather, we all do. I would preferably go to Broadway to get away from here. How better to get away from somewhere you hate than to go somewhere you love?

They slushy me every day. I act like it doesn't hurt and I don't care, but it does and I do. I haven't done anything to them. I'll admit, I talk a lot. Is that any reason to punish me?

I've been nice. Giving second chances isn't easy. Do you know how hard I try? When I forgave Quinn during her pregnancy, I was hoping she'd change. I was hoping she'd stay that true, honest, and beautiful girl who I saw sitting on the bench that day. I was hoping that the pregnancy would make her stronger. But what she told me that day in the auditorium, about Finn, it hurt.

When I lashed out at Santana, that was years of pain I let out. Not only that, but I felt horrible afterward. I punished myself for weeks after I said that. But they don't care.

To them, I'm just Rachel Barbra Berry.

Another glee loser.