Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush

I just got home from football. The team and the cheerleaders are here at my house as well as their families. We're having a family day. I log in to my email and see that I got one from one of the loser from school. I was about to delete it, then I saw the subject name. Maybe you can save a life. I open it and start to read.

Dear, my bully.

People like you make people like Logan want to commit suicide. You are evil, you should have blame, because you are one of the reasons why Logan commit suicide, and why I would want to, too. So thank you for making me hate myself so much. :) I may do it today or not, but I will and nothing will stop me. I send this because when you see me next I want you to rethink of what you are going to say or do. I want you to the pain in my eyes. May even follow me to the bathroom or an empty classroom and hear me cry. Yea I cry, so what? Over time I got over of how weak I am, to cry in school. You know when I do cry in school I go home and cut myself. Yea I cut, I cut when I get called a name, my parent are disappointed in me, crying in school, and when I feel so numb I have to cut to know that I can feel something. I'm not tell you this to feel sorry for me, but so you can think of what you do. It does hurt people more then you will ever know. You can be nice to people and stick up for the nerdy weak kids, that can show others to be nice and helpful, maybe it will also get them thinking. I hope that if you do show this, that people will not make fun of me, or anything like that. I know that I should die, but I'm not sure if the community is ready for that, but maybe again they are. I mean they did see how we were treated. The sad thing is people are laughing about Logan. How is it funny that his mom found him hanging in his room? How is it fun that she cry and screamed for someone to help her? How is it funny when he pronounced to be dead she fell to the ground in the waiting room just crying? She cried so much that she threw she did have hope before we made it to the hospital, he was somewhat alive when she got to him. How is it funny that Logan's dad had to hold back there to comfort his wife? That I heard him break down the bathroom? That when we went to see his dead body to say good-bye they both broke down? Have you ever saw a dead body, that died due to lack of oxygen? His lips are blue and go he was so pale it made want to throw I didn't cry till I went to our safe haven and cried till I passed out? That when I woke up I almost hanged my self? How is any of this funny? How can you laugh when this is happened? I know you and your crew didn't like him, us but come one now. I can't go on. In life and with this writing (if you are even reading this, bet you saw the name and didn't even open it). I really hope things can change. I don't know what we did to make you guys to hate us so, but I guess there is nothing I can do. There is a reason why I send this. You have the power, you can make it look cool to help someone out. Just don't let other people become you and your crew you maybe able to save a life.

Kendall

"Sweetheart are you okay?" I heard my mother's voice say.

I looked up to see everyone looking at me.

"Yea, why you ask?" I asked.

"Dude your crying," one of the guys said.

"Oh yea well we killed him, and his best friend want to die also. We're murders," I said.

"Dude what are you talking about?" my brother asked me.

I got up and hooked up my laptop to the TV so they can read it. By then end we all (the guys and the girls) felt like dicks, some of us were crying. We promised another to be nicer and try to save lives, and we were going to start with Kendall Knight.


I have no idea where this came from. Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes. Thanks for reading! Hope you like it!