We can't always get what we want.

Hello! This is my take on the last Oval Office if olitz had a child involved.

Okay I realize this is crazy and maybe I am but I just couldn't get this off my head. I'm still using Charlie as Liv and Fitz's son from my other stories but this is a completely independent one. I do hope you enjoy.

I don't own scandal

chapter 1:

For the sake of the child, Charlie was sneaked in into the Oval Office with Liv after hours.

"Liv?" Fitz heard the door click and he quickly looked up. "What?"

"Don't worry, Cyrus and Tom sneaked us in"

"Us?" Fitz then realized she was holding a bundle in her arms. "Olivia"

"I have to keep him safe" Olivia whispered walking closer to Fitz. "Someone..."

"Yeah Cyrus told me" Fitz told her seriously. "He also told me about. You and jake"

"Fitz" she felt her chest hurt. She had some revelation of herself. "I know about verna"

"I'm not going to deny that I did it" Fitz admitted. "But please Liv"

"Have you even thought about what this means for him?"

"Every second, of every day since it happened, I don't deserve him and I know that but I can't live without either of you"

"Life is not a romance novel" Olivia sighed. "And this has gotten out of control. Her baby fussed a bit in the blanket. "We're risking everything, including him"

"Liv, what are you saying?"

"I can't risk him being hurt, until I figure out what is going on"

"You are not suggesting..." She nodded.

"I know what we said, that we'd plan it all, but how in the world were we going to hide Charlie? He keeps growing and he looks more like you, he is you Fitz"

"That's why we said we'd get Mellie on board"

"Not good enough! He might not be old to understand what's happening but we are, and this isn't real. We can't be together,we can't play house in the dark, I don't want my son to get to know you and then have to loose you"

"You are not..." Fitz walked closer to them. "Livie"

"Do you want to hold him?" Fitz backed away.

"I..." He reached out for the baby. "He's grown."

"You just saw him yesterday" she smiled.

"Still." He smirked when Charlie curled up to his chest. "Is this is first time..." Olivia smiled. She had to take extra precautions to keep her son safe so he barely went out, except for OPA. "He's so amazing"

"Yeah he is" Liv agreed as she watched Fitz mesmerized by her son's mere presence. "I need you you to know this isn't easy for me."

"I know"

okay, yeah so this follows the eps a bit but with a variable called Charlie. He was conceived during closetgage. Hope you don't hate it or think its too weird.

Next Olivia meets up with someone from her past as a media bomb explodes