The Choice
I wander aimlessly
Let me help you
Please
I have no choice
I have to let you be
You left a mark
On me
I can't find my place
With you or with him
The winter or the summer
I am sore and sick
Tired of myself
I can't help you now
I reach out
Feel nothing
See nothing
Except pain
When I kiss you goodbye
What if I never see you again
I would die
I feel the knife in my heart
The sutures you stitched
Are ripping mercilessly
Open
I deserve the pain
Hit me
I deserve it all
Don't leave me now
I've missed you
All this time
Passed without you by my side
My sun
My warmth
I have made a fault
I can't go back
I love you, Jacob
Bella
