Tate POV:

Heart shaped leaves that fell when you yelled

My heart fell like a ton of bricks smashing viola arvensis

Truth deep in the flesh

The vibrancy that once filled me no longer fills you

I blame myself that your life is through

I still love you

I tried to make you cling to life

I know the things I did wasn't right

I will pistol whip myself before I ever hurt anyone again

I am not the devil

But …

"The devil is real, and he is not a little red man with horns and a tail, he can be beautiful, he's a fallen angel"

I'm just a fallen angel

Ready to spread my wings

Repent for you

Not having you makes me blue

I will never stop loving you

Come back to me

I will be everything you want me to be and more

But take all the time you need to baby

I will wait forever plus a century

I look up and see the blank stare in Violets eyes. That look on her face always scared me; yeah I know something scaring me is a stretch, although anything is possible, especially when you are in love. I mean I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about her and now that I had the chance to make things right I'm really hoping that she gives me another chance my eternity is nothing without Violet. I noticed her open her mouth as if she was going to say something, but then she stopped herself. I wonder what she was going to say…

"Why would you even think I would give you second chance after all you've done Tate?! You essentially killed my mother! You murdered a bunch of kids! You kept the fact that I died from me! All you've ever done was lie and hurt people including me! So why Tate?! Give me one good god damn reason why!" Said Violet

I stopped to think… thinking's never gotten me anywhere so let's just see where this goes…

"I promise I'll change and I'm not just saying that, all those people I hurt are in the past and all that should matter is me and you! GOD DAMN VIOLET I LOVE YOU CANT YOU SEE THAT?! I can't lose you, without you I'm nothing." I said

Shit… I'm crying again…

"Why are you crying Tate?" Said Violet

"I can't help it… I love you I miss you and I want to be with you can't you just see it, I'm begging you just give me another chance." I said

"But…" Said Violet

"But what? I'll give you anything you want I give you the world even if it kills me again, I want you, I want us, I want a family." I said

"But that impossible Tate you know this." Said Violet

"Nothing is impossible… So what do you say?" I said

Violet let out a sigh and just looked at me in disbelief. Can she just answer me already? These seconds feel like hours and it's been what feels like a millennium without her.

"Okay…" Said Violet