Tate POV:
Heart shaped leaves that fell when you yelled
My heart fell like a ton of bricks smashing viola arvensis
Truth deep in the flesh
The vibrancy that once filled me no longer fills you
I blame myself that your life is through
I still love you
I tried to make you cling to life
I know the things I did wasn't right
I will pistol whip myself before I ever hurt anyone again
I am not the devil
But …
"The devil is real, and he is not a little red man with horns and a tail, he can be beautiful, he's a fallen angel"
I'm just a fallen angel
Ready to spread my wings
Repent for you
Not having you makes me blue
I will never stop loving you
Come back to me
I will be everything you want me to be and more
But take all the time you need to baby
I will wait forever plus a century
I look up and see the blank stare in Violets eyes. That look on her face always scared me; yeah I know something scaring me is a stretch, although anything is possible, especially when you are in love. I mean I've never felt about anyone the way I feel about her and now that I had the chance to make things right I'm really hoping that she gives me another chance my eternity is nothing without Violet. I noticed her open her mouth as if she was going to say something, but then she stopped herself. I wonder what she was going to say…
"Why would you even think I would give you second chance after all you've done Tate?! You essentially killed my mother! You murdered a bunch of kids! You kept the fact that I died from me! All you've ever done was lie and hurt people including me! So why Tate?! Give me one good god damn reason why!" Said Violet
I stopped to think… thinking's never gotten me anywhere so let's just see where this goes…
"I promise I'll change and I'm not just saying that, all those people I hurt are in the past and all that should matter is me and you! GOD DAMN VIOLET I LOVE YOU CANT YOU SEE THAT?! I can't lose you, without you I'm nothing." I said
Shit… I'm crying again…
"Why are you crying Tate?" Said Violet
"I can't help it… I love you I miss you and I want to be with you can't you just see it, I'm begging you just give me another chance." I said
"But…" Said Violet
"But what? I'll give you anything you want I give you the world even if it kills me again, I want you, I want us, I want a family." I said
"But that impossible Tate you know this." Said Violet
"Nothing is impossible… So what do you say?" I said
Violet let out a sigh and just looked at me in disbelief. Can she just answer me already? These seconds feel like hours and it's been what feels like a millennium without her.
"Okay…" Said Violet
