I do not own Degrassi.
He gave me a social disease. I'm not surpassed to like him. I am surpassed to hate him. But I keep falling faster and faster for him.
"Jay." I screamed making my way over to the picnic table he was sitting on.
"What, you made it clear you didn't want to talk to me at the play." He said taking a sip of his beer.
"I know, I lied." I said.
Jay glanced up at me and started to laugh. "Funny, Alex hates me I'm good for awhile on having people screw me over."
"I won't" I said to him and sat next to him.
He glanced over at me and rolled his eyes. "What?"
"Can't we go?" I asked glancing over at the van.
"Are you serious?" Jay said laughing. "Go home Emma."
"No." I said. "Can I have one?"
"Emma go." Jay said firmly. "Just go."
"Why?" I said getting up. "Can't handle me?"
"I'm not in the mood to deal with this crap." He snapped. "I loved Alex ok?"
"So." I said.
"Go." He screamed again. He got up and headed towards his car leaving me there. "Here if you want one." He said throwing me a closed beer. I opened and started to drink it while I sat on the picnic table. Why didn't he want me? Was he just using me? But I still liked him. I couldn't help it. After I finished the beer I threw the can in the trash can and headed to my house. Jay was outside. "Was wondering if you were going to ever leave."
"Yea." I shrugged. "Got bored."
"Listen Emma, Sean would kill me if he was here and knew what I did."
"So?" I said.
"Emma I need to fix things with Alex. I'm supposed to be with her." He sighed. "I can't explain it."
"Yea." I shrugged.
"Just let's go back to us hating each other alright Green Peace?"
"Whatever." I said and made my way the basement window. I glanced back at him before I made my way inside. The next morning I woke up and took a shower and got ready for school. I made my way to school. Jay was sitting on the hood of his car. I glanced over and tried my best to ignore him but it was harder than I thought. Alex made her way up the steps of degrassi. Jay kept screaming her name but she kept ignoring him. Amy was standing in front of Alex's locker.
"If I was you I would move." Alex said to her.
"Alex listen I'm sorry." Amy said.
"Yeah and I won't pound you." Alex said staring at Amy. Alex looked extremely pissed right now. "Move now." Alex screamed.
"Alex." Amy said. "I wasn't the only girl." She said and glanced over at me. Alex followed where she was looking. Alex burst out laughing.
"Yeah Jay goes after cause girl." Alex continued to laugh. Jay made his way over to them. "Hey Jay, did you do anything with green peace?" Alex asked trying hard not to laugh.
"No." He said and walked away.
"Yea because it was believable Amy, I'm sorry you can't get a guy."
"Alex why won't you believe me?" She snapped. "We used to be best friends, Jays lied to you once, he's lying again him and her they had something."
"Yeah ok whatever. Now like I said before leave."
"Alex."
"Amy do you want a black eye?" Alex snapped.
"Whatever." Amy said and walked over to me.
"What?" I said.
"I'm not stupid, Alex might be but I knew you and Jay had a thing. Let me tell you something everyone will find out."
I glared at Amy. "You don't have proof."
"You have bracelets."
"Had." I said.
Jay glanced over at Amy and me. He made his way over.
"What the hell is going on?" He asked Amy.
"Nothing, by the way last night was fun." Amy said and ran her hand threw his hair and walked off
Jay glanced down at the floor.
"You can't do anything with me but with her its fine?" I said.
"Emma, Alex doesn't know about us she won't believe it anyways."
"Whatever." I said and walked off but Jay grabbed a hold of me.
"Meet me in my car in 10 alright?" He said.
I nodded and headed towards the bathroom. Alex was in there staring at her image.
"Did you and Jay do anything?" She said staring at me.
"No." I lied. I was so lying.
"It would be hard to belie anyways." She said laughing.
"Sorry." I said. I did feel bad.
"Whatever." She said. She left and Amy walked in.
"So what are you going to tell Alex, or would you like me?" Amy said.
I didn't say anything instead I just left. I made my way to Jay's car. Jay was waiting. "Explain to me why I'm so different?"
"Cause Alex hates Amy and hates me. Alex doesn't really hate you just thinks you're a goody good and hates you for it. When someone pisses Alex off if their friend especially it's different, if she found out about us she'd just blow it off."
"Then why not?" I asked.
"Because I need to fix things with her. Amy and I last night was just a huge mistake."
