A/N hello peeples!here's a short one shot on what was on Al's mind before he committed suicide. this is my first fanfic so pls review and tell me what you think.
Stupid. Stupid,stupid,stupid. I knew kidnapping Tris was a bad idea but I did it anyway. Look at me now. I'm standing at the edge of the Chasm, still not sure what to do,but I do. Tris will never forgive me. Forgive me for being stupid.
I know Four likes her. It's sick, really. He probably just wants to use her. He doesn't realize how amazing she is. Tris would never go for a guy like me. Maybe,but my stupidity ruined any chances I had.
I don't even know why I chose Dauntless in the first place. I guess I just thought they were different . Free. People who stand up for others and don't cower away from things that get in the way of them doing something they care about. Also, when I saw Tris choose Duantless I felt the need to pick Dauntless too. Even if I don't jump I'll end up dead pretty soon. Dead or factionless I guarantee.
I try to think if me jumping off will hurt anyone but I'm not surprised when I can't think of anyone. I'm just a problem. Dirt under everyone's shoes. Unwanted company. I wouldn't be surprised if everybody throws a party when I'm gone. No one will miss me. I'm just doing everyone a favor. Before I can change my mind I take a quick breath and jump.
thank you so much for reading(yea i know its short). please review it would make my week which is kinda off to a rocky start. remember i accept criticism not insults.
-divergentmockingjay46
