A/N: A tribute for Kuroshitsuji
Summary: Ciel's thoughts of 'God'.
Disclaimer: Not own by me obviously.
Warning: Angst, very mild horror (to me at least), dark thoughts, a bit SebaxCiel. Ah yes, before I forget, don't read this if you are a devout follower of God 'cause this is Dark and Angst. Those who can't and won't want their thoughts to be... –hmm...what's the word again?- 'Tainted'? Yeah that's it. Then I suggest you don't read this. I apologised for any grammar mistakes.
Flamers can burn themselves for all I care. I've warned you after all. If you don't read these, flamers, then it's your own fault. Don't put the blame to the authors, okay? Thanks!
Additional input: IMPORTANT! Read this first, in this story Ciel is older and of course more mature. Sebastian is mentioned minutely here. This story is written in sarcasm tone with a tinge of madness somewhere in-between. If you don't understand anything you can ask me.
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-------------------------Skilvh is writing here----------------------
Life has gone too fast for my liking,
Truth is as white as lie is
and as black as a raven's wings.
A good madman will speak for his/her country.
A good man will speak only for himself.
The worst kind of insult is not from your own words
but it's from others,
isn't it? -Chuckles-
I don't know which is right and which is wrong anymore...
'Cause what I consider right,
is wrong in the other's eyes and the same opposite things applied in this rule.
Although I'm rarely persuaded by those fools who dare to disobey me.
Oh God, how I long for you to suffer the same fate as your children do
So you can understand us a tiny little bit better,
even though it's all for naught. -Empty laughs-
And what do you think of me, God?
I, who had once, worship You,
Think Of You,
Pray To You,
Pray For You?
Whose every being revolves around You?
Wrapped tightly around Your little finger?
Well, it's all over now,
ever since You've discarded me,
just like an unwanted chess piece.
I am a King!
And no one could put me down from the throne
Even if it is You,
God.
If God won't help me,
If God couldn't help me,
then I will rely on the demons.
Who will be loyal to me until the contract is fulfilled.
Who will not and will never betray me until my end.
Who will help me through the hardest moment of my life.
Who will protect me no matter how impossible it may seem.
Because I am a King,
and he, the Knight.
The one who protects
The one who obeys
The one who is loyal to me and me only.
Just as the saying goes,
-"Until death do us part"-
You will not be the one who will take my Soul,
You may have taken my freedom,
but never my Soul.
And I,
will be the one who will create my Life,
To carve my own path to Life,
and etched everything to my soul.
My pain,
My sufferings,
My every being,
For the demon.
Who I've sworn to give my soul to.
Who was the one to give me a second chance at life.
My beautiful and loyal demon,
My beloved-
Sebastian...
-------------------------Skilvh is writing here----------------------
A/N: First thing first! The one writing here is Skilvh! Not Shilvh! For more information please visit my author's page. I am in-charge!! AHAHAHAHA- If you have any request please do tell. Shilvh is in-charge of battle story, where I am in-charge of in-depth character thoughts, like this! lol
Nice to meet ya readers!
Skilvh
(Half twin of Shilvh)
