They don 't know.
They don't now how much it hurts.
To lose your only family.
To have that ripped out of your grasp.
Her life's wick burned out to soon, she had a life ahead of her.
Now I wish I was with her.
why did I not Follow these dreams?
I trusted him to keep her safe, He failed.
Trying to please this father of mine.
Leads me to do things i'm not proud of.
Betraying my friends.
Or what little friends I have.
These things have been eating me up inside, gnawing at my head and stomach.
I could not go without saying these things anymore. I needed to get them out. This is why i'm writing them down.
