I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low

He watched her start to pack away the day's work from where he was stood above her in his office. Did she remember the previous night? And more over, did she care?

And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
It's always you and my big dreams

She could feel his eyes on her, smiling to herself as she made sure to take as long as possible at her desk, hoping to be the last in the Hub with him.

And you tell me
That it's over
But I can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking

Was she doing this on purpose? She had to be. She knew the effect it'd have on him - how she made him feel.

No, could you let me go?

She swallowed, tucking the last things on her desk into her bag. She went to leave as she heard his footsteps, smiling. Didn't think so She was just a fling, he knew how she felt about her boyfriend.

And you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
The present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
And it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

She knew it'd have to end eventually. He was always going to be the one who watched her in a relationship - he knew that.

And I had dreams that I would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rock star
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young
But I don't think I care
And if I hurt you then I'm sorry
Please don't think that this was easy

He finally reached her, gently reaching to turn her to face him

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

She turned, facing him. It was going to be like all the other nights - an hour or less together, acting like each meant the world to each other when they were each secretly thinking of their partners.

Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And I've been thinking, and I've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long dark hair
And I was thinking, what I was thinking ya know
We've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

He'd take his other one out later.....pretend he wasn't cheating as always. But she made the relationship fun, after all - two was better than one.

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in another's arms

She knew how wrong this way, yet let him draw her into a kiss.

And why I had to try it
It's to Jimmy eat world
And those nights in my car
But this time I'm alone, and I don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant
You thought this song meant

He loved what it meant being with her. He was a different person at times like this, it was a protection from the real him. She knew him as the brave, distant man who bossed the others around

And if this is what it takes
Just to lie in my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
And all the things I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11

Before she knew it, they'd been together for their few hours. The time always passed so quickly - it was the risk that made her long for their time to pass slower.

And now you want to talk
It's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine

He was barely listening to her words - she always started the same rant each time they did this. She'd beg him to open up to her - how could he?

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

She sighed. He couldn't understand her feelings......maybe he didn't want to.

This is to a girl who got into my head
With all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
With all the fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

He got up, crossing the pile of their clothes. He begin pulling on his trousers - it was always the same.

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

How could he always be like this? He didn't realise how he made her feel, she knew he'd never let himself feel anything for her.

God, I miss you

He pushed away her hands as she touched his shoulders, begged him not to go bad to his other lover.

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that I've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what I miss, what I miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

She swallowed, pulling away and dressing. At least her boyfriend wasn't like him...then again that's why she stayed with him despite her feelings for this man

My Konstantine