Hey people! So funny story I forgot my password for my email and I am not able to get onto my old account. Lol. So this is my new account, but with the same story. I will be reloading each chapter onto here! Hey! This is my first fan fiction. So basically this is the life of Amanda and her two daughters, Kelly(12) and Alex(6) who stunning images of their mother as they first arrived in New York. I based it off of other stories I've read. I'm not stealing anything. Not sure where this is going to go, but if you leave ideas in the review it'll help a lot! Enjoy!
Amanda was packing the last of her boxes into her car. She shut the back door and went inside and stopped to look at her empty home and thought back to when she first bought it with her ex boyfriend and living here.
"Honey look at this place. Its wonderful isn't it?" Amanda said in her thick Georgia accent looking at her boyfriend, Drew.
"It is, I can't believe we're actually doing this. We're gonna start a family. You me and the little bundle of joy in your stomach." Drew said putting his hand on Amanda's stomach.
Amanda smiled. Drew had fixed himself up a lot since she found out she was pregnant. Before she got pregnant Drew drank all and time and he and Amanda fought all the time. It sometimes became physical. Amanda was close to breaking it off. She couldn't take it anymore, but then she found out she was pregnant. Amanda sat down on the side of the tub and thought about her options. Either keep her baby away from its father or try to make things work with Drew. She chose to stay, which she thought was the right decision. Drew was over the moon. He always wanted to be a father. He promised to fix himself up. He did for the next couple of months he did well at work and saved up with Amanda to buy a house together. They were doing very well, but then things got worse. Drew lost his job due to misconduct. and had trouble finding work. Amanda was working as much as she could considering she was eight months pregnant. Drew became more angry because he didn't like Amanda being the bread winner. He started drinking more and more. Amanda noticed the change in his behavior. She tried to help him but he wouldn't listen. The started arguing more and more.
Two moths later on March 21 Amanda gave birth to their daughter, Kelly Michelle Rollins. Amanda gave her daughter her name because Drew was out drinking while she gave birth. Two days later Amanda went home by herself. He never came to visit.
"Look Kelly we're home. This is where you'll live." Amanda looked down at her baby girl and couldn't stop smiling. Amanda couldn't believe the love she had for her daughter.
"Alright sweetheart I'm gonna set you down right here for just a minute while I go grab the rest of the bags." Amanda put Kelly down on the kitchen table in the portable car seat and jogged out to the car. When she was outside Drew came in from the back door hung over smelling of booze. He stopped and starred at Kelly swaying back and forth.
"Hey what are you doing?!" Amanda dropped the bags and ran to get in between Kelly and Drew.
"What are you doing here Drew?" Amanda said checking on Kelly.
"I live here. I see you gave birth to the kid. What you did you name it?" Drew asked slurring his words.
"HER, name is Kelly Michelle Rollins." Amanda said and saw the look in Drews eyes.
"You didn't give her my name?" Drew asked moving closer to Amanda.
"You weren't there for her birth, so I decided to give her my name"
"Who the hell do think you are! I'm the man of this family! She'll have my name!"
"You haven't been involved in my pregnancy for months! You weren't even there for her birth and you think you can just demand for her to have your name?!" Amanda screamed at him.
"You can just go to hell". Amanda said and was about to turn to take Kelly out of the room when Drew pulled her arm spun her around and punched her square in the face.
"You don't ever speak to me like that you hear!" Drew grabbed his keys and wallet and left the house slamming the door making Kelly start to cry.
Amanda got up washed the blood off her face quickly and picked Kelly up and held her tight and close next to her body.
"Ssshhh sweetheart. It's alright. I'm right here." Amanda managed to calm Kelly down.
"I'm never going to let him or anybody else hurt you. I promise you that honey" Kelly looked at her mother and smiled.
Amanda smiled back at her and they went on with their day. Drew came back later and apologized and Amanda was hesitant but accepted.
The next couple of years were exactly like that. Drew came home drunk he and Amanda fought and sometimes used Amanda as a punching bag. The one thing Amanda only cared about was Kelly. She would always make sure she was asleep when her and Drew fought.
One night Drew came home and was pissed off more than usual because he got fire from his job. Amanda was home playing with Kelly after a hard case when Drew came home drunk.
"Amanda! I lost my job today" Amanda looked up when she heard her boyfriends from outside.
"Momma, Daddys home." Kelly said happily. Amanda knew he was pissed.
"Kelly sweetheart, will you do Momma a favor?" Amanda tried her best to look happy not to scare her daughter.
"But Momma I want to see Daddy" Kelly said sweetly as she looked at her mothers blue eyes that matched hers.
"I know love, but if you go play quietly in your room and stay in there until I come in I'll let you stay up an hour past your bedtime"
Kelly looked at her mother excitedly and jumped up. "Ok Momma. I'm gonna setup my tea-set so we can play later"
Amanda smiled at her beautiful daughter and rubbed her arm. "Ok sweetheart I'll be there as soon as I can" With that Kelly ran to her room and then Drew came in.
"Manda I lost my job" Drew said obviously wasted.
"I know Drew I heard you. Its ok my salary will hold us above water if we budget. Why don't you do to bed and we can talk later" Amanda tried to walk Drew to the bed room but he turned around.
"You think your so much better than me because you're a cop uh?" Drew was walking towards Amanda making her back up.
"No Drew that's not what I'm saying." Amanda said calmly not to scare Kelly.
"Yes it is! You think your so much better!" "I'll show who's the man!" Drew grabbed Amandas arm and started shacking her when Kelly came out.
"Daddy what are you doing to Momma?" Kelly asked sweetly.
Drew turned around with anger in his eyes. "Get the hell out of her!"
Kelly didn't move because she was unaware of what was happening just wanting her mom.
"You think your tough? UH?" Drew said unaware of he was talking to his five year old daughter.
Kelly still didn't say anything and within the second before Amanda could get to her Drew spun her around and spanked her butt hard. Kelly screamed.
"Oww Daddy! That hurts stop!" Kelly was crying and Amanda quickly came over to stop him.
"Drew stop it now! I'll let you do anything to me! Just leave her alone!." With that Drew stopped and had a smile grow across his face.
"Kelly sweetheart go to your room. And don't come out. You hear!" Kelly could tell something was wrong so she nodded and left. Amanda knew what was coming.
"Just get it over with" Amanda said coldly.
"I'll show you who's the man" Drew then raped Amanda.
Later that night when he was done he passed out and Amanda went to see Kelly. She was sound asleep with her favorite doll with tear stains on her face. Amanda walked over and laid next to her.
"Momma did Daddy hurt you?" Amanda looked at her daughter sadly.
"No sweetie we just fought. And I'm so sorry he hurt you. I've promised you I would protect you and I didn't." Amanda said and tears ran down her cheek.
Kelly wiped the tears off her face. "Its ok Momma. I should have listened to you. I wanted to see Daddy. I'm sorry."
Amanda pulled Kelly closely. "You don't ever have to be sorry for wanting to see your Daddy. He loves you but he is having a hard time."
Kelly snuggled close to her mother. "I know Momma. I love you."
Amanda held her close. "I love you so much sweetheart. Try to get some rest and tomorrow we can get those pancakes you love so dearly."
Kelly giggled at her mothers accent. "You say that funny Momma"
Amanda pretended to be offended. "Well excuse me missy."
Kelly giggled. "Goodnight Momma."
Amanda smiled. "Goodnight love. Sweet dreams"
Soon enough Kelly fell asleep, but stayed up the rest of the night crying silently.
Nine months later on November 4 Amanda gave birth to her second daughter Alexander, Alex, Nicole Rollins. Amanda loved her just as much Kelly but in a different way. Kelly was dropped of by her babysitter. Kelly loved Alex as much as Amanda. She stayed with Amanda for the three days they left together to go home. Drew never showed up.
A couple of years went by and nothing changed. Drew would beat Amanda and drank but she never let him hurt her girls.
Kelly just turned twelve and Alex is six. Drew has been getting worse ever day. Drinking more and becoming more physical with Amanda. Amanda made sure he and the girls were never in the house at the same time. She tried her best.
"Mom, Sarah said she had to cancel tonight. We can't sleep over." Kelly came in the house holding Alex's hand.
"Mom" Kelly continued to look for her mother while Alex started watching cartoons.
"Mom where are you?" Kelly went to her parents room and saw Drew smack Amanda on the face.
Kelly knew he father beat her mother by the brusies she didn't cover with makeup, but rarely ever saw it. She thanked her mother for that.
"Dad stop get away from her get away from Mom." Kelly tried to push her father away from her mother.
"Kelly get out of here. I'm handling this. Go to your sister." Amanda yelled at Kelly.
"Yea kid. Listen to your whore mother." Drew said hammered.
"She's not a whore you drunk bastard." Kelly said to Drew and kicked him the stomach.
Drew pushed Amanda to ground hitting her head knocking her unconscious for a few moments.
Drew then started to hit Kelly. He punched her in the face cutting her lower eye and lip. Then kicked her in the stomach. She was screaming. Alex came in and watched in horror. Amanda woke to her daughter screaming and jumped into action like she was trained.
"Stop you bastard!" Amanda pulled Drew off and threw him out of the house.
"Don't come back!" Amanda yelled.
"Fine bitch! I won't. you and your skank daughters are nothing to me!" Drew stumbled away not to be seen again.
Amanda went inside to check on her daughter.
"Kel sweetie are you alright?" Amanda asked helping her up.
"I'm fine Mom. Just a couple of cuts and bruises. I'll be fine." Kelly said walking with her mother and sister to the bathroom. Amanda cleaned up the cuts. Luckily she didn't need any stiches.
Amanda put her daughter to bed like she used to do when she was younger. Amanda put Alex to bed earlier.
"Kelly sweetie. I'm so sorry what happened today. I don't think your father is coming back. Its for the best." Amanda said as she stroked her daughters long, straight, blonde hair.
"That's ok Mom. I know it is. I've always wanted him to leave. Hopefully Alex won't remember much of him." Kelly said quietly not wanting to wake her up.
Amanda smiled at her daughter trying to be brave. "You know…" Amanda said sitting laying down on the bed, "Your father was a good man. He was nice, caring, and was so excited to be a father. He loved you from the moment he found out I was pregnant with you. He just had a rough time as a child and never got help for it." Amanda rubbing her daughters arm.
"I believe you mom. I don't need him though. I have you. And of course Alex." Kelly said laughing a little.
Amanda smiled and giggled a little. "I know sweetheart. I'll always be here for you. I love you and your sister so much."
"I know I love you guys too. I'm kinda tired. Will you lay with me until I fall asleep?" Kelly asked moving closer to her mom.
"Of course sweetheart. Anytime. Goodnight honey I love" Amanda kissed the top of her head.
"Night mom, I love you too." Kelly fell asleep within the next few minutes.
Amanda laid there like years ago. She decided it was best to take the job that she was being offered in New York. They needed a new start somewhere where people wouldn't judge them.
The next two months passed Amanda told the kids and they were bumped to be leaving their friends, but excited to get a fresh start and finally moving day came. She sold the house and bought a decent apartment in New York not that far from the precinct.
Amanda snapped back into reality when Alex tugged on her hand.
"Mommy where is my dolly?" Alex asked looking up at her mom with her identical blue eyes that matched Amandas and her sister.
Amanda smiled and picked up Alex and put her on her hip.
"I put your dolly the car. Don't worry she's safe." Amanda smiled at her daughter innocence.
"Ok Mommy. I'm going to go get her." Alex giggled and jumped down from her mothers arms.
"Alright love wait for your sister and me in the car." Amanda yelled after her daughter who was now running.
"Ok Mommy" Alex yelled back.
"Kel you ready to go!" Amanda yelled to her oldest daughter.
"Yea mom" Kelly said coming down the stairs.
"Alright lets go!" Amanda said locking up the house then running to the car.
"Lets go, you guys ready?" Amanda asked looking at Kelly sitting next to her the looking in the mirror at Alex.
"Yes mom" they said together both rolling their eyes.
Amanda laughed. "alright I know I know. Lets go"
Amanda and her daughters drove off never looking back, ready to start their new lives in New York.
Hope you liked it! Please review and give me ideas! Anything is welcomed!
