Hands, Eyes and Minds.
Amanda's never cared for anyone except Adam before, he was all he thought about, he was everything to her and she was his protector.
She had to protect him, and it was obvious that if he was ever let out of the warm deep sleep she had put him in and be tried for her crimes. So she kept him down, like sweet cake on a full stomach could be stopped from rising as sick. He would never be happy here.
So she swallowed him down and smoked another cigarette they kindly gave her, and trilled to the cute doctor over Adam and lied to him about how she thought he was wasting his time. She smiled at him and admitted to his response when asked why he was here (to find Adam, eyes earnest, and wide, hair all scraggly like Adam's used to be but so much more attractive, he was so tall, hands stretching and praying to her) with her eyes that she knew.
She said that, but she knew deep down in the heart, that even if Doctor Reid only came to find Adam, she would never let him succeed, because she lived for those small windows in her life when he came to visit and she could pretend he was there for her.
