Blair laid her head on Chuck's chest feeling his chest rise and fall in the same tempo as her's. She looked up at his sleeping face but looked away closing her eyes tightly. His hand grazed her shoulder and she looked up at him again his mischevious grin smiled back at her,

"Morning Baby." he said his other hand closed around her hip toying with the edge of her light blue slip.

"Don't call me Baby." she said gripping his hand away from her leg.

"Why not? It makes you even sexier than before."

"BecauseBaby implies that we have a somewhat meanigful relationship, which both of us know is not true." she said rolling onto her side to face him.

"Wow, no early morning sex talk from you."

"Chuck shut up and get dressed." Blair rolled out of bed walking across her plush cream carpeting to her walk-in closet. "Nateis supposed to meet me-" she looked at her silver watch, "-five minutes ago so he should be here in ten which means you should be gone now."

"Why not just tell him to go away and stay here with me. Doesn't that sound more tantilizaning then coffee with Nate."

"No, not really." said Blair pulling her gray skirt over her hips. "When choosing between love and a booty call-"

"Oh so he loves you now?" Blair stiffened as she put the silver chains over her neck. "Did I strike a nerve in the ice queen?"

"Chuck will you act like you have some shred of tact in that ego-swollen head of yours?"

"Does it bother you in some way? My demeanor because when you're purring in my ear its hard to tell."

"I do not purr." Said Blair pulling her hair off her face, "I may sigh but I don't purr."

"Then what would you call that sound you make right before you-"

"Fine, fine I purr! Just leave before Nate gets here."

"Can't I just hide in the closet hoping Nate won't notice my scarf underneath your chair. That would just be so much more exciting then me leaving before he gets here."

"Leave. Now." said Blair pushing Chuck and throwing his scarf at him.

"Can't I just linger in the lobby and have to think up an excuse for why I'm here?"

"Leave before I chuck you out my window." said Blair.

Fifteen minutes later Nate wandered into her room the smell of Calvin Klien cologne lingering on his sweater. "Hey Blair Bear."

"Hey Nate." She said rising of her bed wrapping her arms loosely around his neck pulling his mouth slowly to hers. Their mouths' melted together in that familiar way only the people who've known each other for a long time can. His hands slid down to her sides one hand tugging gently at her side zipper. Nate slipped one arm free from her pale pink shirt stroking her back. "Nate…" she moaned hungrily. "Don't- I can't – Nate…" she pushed him away breathing deeply.

"Blair…" he said brushing his lips over neck feeling her shiver. "Why can't we just…" he pulled her to him putting his hands on her back pulling her into him. He saw her look away but he kissed her and she looked up at him again. "Why Blair?"

"I'm just not… ready."

Nate rolled his eyes letting go of her and she sat down on the edge of her bed pulling her shirt back on. "If you're not ready then why, the night Serena came back and the Masquerade ball, were you practically tearing your clothes off?"

"I guess its not that I'm ready so much as I'm not ready right now. I want our first time to be perfect."

"I know you want your first time to be with me and to be perfect ." he looked at her but she wouldn't look at him. "B? What's wrong?"

"Nothing." She said looking up at him again her eyes watering.

"Blair? Just tell me. Are you worried that you won't like it or that we're not ready? What is it then?" he said rubbing her bare arms trying to look at her eyes but she had looked down and started crying silently."Blair I'll be gentle for your first time, I know we can do this togeth-"

"It won't be my first time." Said Blair quietly.

"What?" he said trying to not believe what he heard.

"It wouldn't be my first time if it was with you right now." She said still not looking at him.

"What the hell do you mean it wouldn't be your first time, Blair?" he said standing up running his hands through his blond hair.

"It means I've already slept with someone!" she said finally looking at him her face already covered in tears. Her voice broke and she shuddered with sobs looking down again.

"Who- When? What the hell Blair? What happened to 'I need to wait' and 'I'm saving it for you, Baby'? Now you slept with someone? Who was it? I'm going to-"

"I won't tell you who. I will say it was the night your dad was arrested and I was really hurt and stupid and-"

"I don't care if it was the night your father left or when Serena left or your sixth grade graduation. Who was it?" he said grabbing Blair so she stood up shaking her as the last sentence came out icily.

"I can't tell you." She said breaking loose of his grip "Nate I told you because I didn't want to keep lying to you."

"Yeah bit to late, bitch."

"Nate!" she said her mouth and eyes wide. "you don't mean that."

"Even if I didn't ,you know you deserve it."

"What are you going to call me a whore ? A slut? You slept with my best friend and I forgave you. Did you ever say sorry? That you were sorry you hurt me and ruined my plan for us. We were supposed to lose ours together."

"Don't try to make this about me Blair. We are talking about you. Is that why you slept with some new toy? Because I got drunk a year ago at a wedding and things went a little to far. "

"Well I didn't go looking for him and what did I do that drove you into Serena's arms? You lied to me for much longer then I lied to you. You told me you didn't love me anymore."

"Well I do love you ok? I was confused and screwed up with things with my dad? I was going to-" he stopped shaking angrily.

"You were going to what screw me on a random Saturday? Real romantic Nate."

"No." he said digging in his pocket throwing a small velvet box at her. "I was going to give this to you."

Blair opened the box even though she knew what was inside. She saw his mothers' engagement ring sparkling at her. "You were going to… propose?"

"Not propose . Make a promise to you that we could be monogamous. A pre-proposal. Not that I have any intention of promising you anything now."

"What will it take for you to-"

"His name."

"No…Nate I can't. I won't-"

"His name or I will walk out and happily screw other girls for the rest of my life."

Blair rubbed her eyes "Nate…"

"His. Name."

"Chuck. Chuck Bass."


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