"Will this take me home?" I stared at Mirana of Marmoreal, the Queen of Underland, with longing eyes hoping she'd say that I was allowed to stay although I already knew the answer would always be yes.

I knew she would allow me to stay but I just wanted to hear it from her, to hear her beautiful soothing voice tell me that I could stay in Underland, with all my friends, with her.

"If that is what you choose" She placed a hand on my cheek, the tips of her fingers feeling like feathers with her ever so smooth skin caressing my face.

The feel of her touch was wonderful, exciting and lovable, hard to tear away from and sadly it ended quickly.

A small smile formed on my face hoping I could get my message across to her, to see if she understood my feelings for her, though it was surely wrong to love such a pure being in fact, it must even be against all laws passed throughout all of Underland!

Although my heart ached as I thought about leaving...I had to do it.

In Underland time could randomly stop, go faster, or slower whatever it, Underland itself, wishes.

Still uncertain of my decision, my smile quickly turned into a frown, I did not wish to leave such a magical wonderful place just yet..I wanted to resolve the things back home, wanted to tell off my mother and sister for trying to decide my life.

I wanted to return home with my father at our front door smiling at me..'Welcome back home Alice, did you have a wonderful crazy day?'

I wanted the old times back, but right now I had to choose between staying in underland or leave and return back to my bland, colorless world.

I flipped open the vial and slowly tried to drink as I was unsure of what to do.

"You could stay" The Mad Hatter appeared from behind me with a frown upon his face forming into a small smile once I stared into his eyes.

"what an idea..a crazy, mad, wonderful idea" slowly I let my smile fade as his stayed an unsure posture "but I can't.." now his frown appeared and he looked very disappointed, my heart broke a bit inside having to leave my friend "there are questions I have to answer, things I have to do.."

Once again I flipped open the top to the small vial and drunk the purple jabberwocky blood inside "be back again before you know it!" the Hatter shook his head lightly at me "you'll won't remember me" tears swelled up in his eyes as he said those sad words

"Of course I will, how could I forget?" I could tell he was recalling in his mind the first time I left and how I forgot them all.

Quickly changing the topic "Hatter...why is a raven like a writing desk?" that question had bothered me the whole time in Underland since he had asked plenty of times "I haven't the slightest idea" he smiled at me slightly which I returned to him.

He stepped close to me and whispered in my ear "fair farren Alice" I continued to stare at him until everything slowly turned black and I was sent up back the rabbit hole.

Carefully I climbed out and stood up staring back at the party that was still waiting for me to return, upon my arm was still the three scratches from the bandersnatch.

I promised myself that if they never heal I'll never bother to rid of them, to remind myself that Underland is a real place, that it exists and I can always return with a warm welcome.

After I told everyone my feelings and danced the best flutterwacken I could, I was off on a ship with a blue outfit made just for me.


Decided to go back and make a few changes to this story. Just a few small ones that you probably won't notice (if you are someone who is returning to this) unless you have the original memorized. Also yes my english still sucks so I'm not good with commas and periods so that hasn't changed much. o

But until I get to the final chapter and decided if I want to make another one I'll answer a few comments.

(Muzcgeek): I have not only lost inspiration for this Alice in wonderland story but I also completely lost my original plan (written on a notepad in an old pc) of what I was going to do. So after working on a few other fanfics for awhile I completely forgot that plan (and lost my pc) so I don't feel like coming up with random crap to make up for it. I feel like making up a story that I didn't intend to write is just wrong, and that clearly shows by my inability to write more chapters. I simply can't come up with another chapter because I don't feel like I have anything to add to it that other people haven't already done in better english/grammar. Also writing was nevery stressful I guess. I just lost interest in it although as I stated I'd love to get back into it but maybe some other time.

(LeslieAtwood): I probably won't be continuing this series even if I do get back into writing. I felt like it was going somewhere but the more I read Alice x Mirana fanfics the more I realized that my current plan felt like it would be doing nothing more than copying someone else's work. I mean really...a king/prince from another kingdom wanting to force Mirana to marry him and he will probably become the bad guy later on? I feel like it's already been done to many times. But maybe in the future I'll come up with something new, or a new twist and I'll get write it out for you guys.

But until then

-Ciaossu