Absolutely nothing is right about it.
He shouldn't be alive for crying out loud! He's only alive 'cause he's a filthy blood sucker. Only alive 'cause he's deliberately broken rules.
And it's because of him I'm like this.
But I can forgive him the whole wolf-boy thing- it's kinda cool when you think about it. I can literally destroy anyone that hurts the people I love.
I can't forgive him for taking Bella.
If it wasn't for him, she'd be with me.
She loves me. And not in the brotherly way everyone tries to tell me it is- she proper loves me. Not in a way that's totally different from the way she loves Edward.
I reckon she loves me more. I never left her. I never broke her heart. I was the one who picked up the pieces when she cried. I was the one who helped her rebuild her life. I was the one who put the smile back on her pretty face.
And where was he?
Gallivanting round the country doing his 'look at me, look at me, I'm gonna be a good guy and give you back your life.' Like THAT was what he was doing.
He was trying to find out how much of a hold he had on her.
I bet if she'd snogged me he wouldn't have come back. He'd have stayed far away, wallowing in self pity, then he'd have bitten some human and got over himself.
That's the thing with the bloodsucker. Thinks hes gods gift to women and the world.
I love Bella more than he does.
I can tell you exactly what she's thinking, and not 'cause I've got some namby-pamby mind reading ability. You don't need to read her freakin' mind, bloodsucker! Just look into her eyes, her beautiful eyes, and you'll see exactly what she's thinking.
I can describe the way she looks before she bursts out laughing, or the way she looks before she cries.
I can tell you how much she loves Charlie.
I can tell you she loves me.
And boy does she love me a lot.
But she's blinded by the bloodsucker. Probably because if any light touches him it reflects into her eyes, like sunlight off the moon. Blinding her to how she really feels.
That's why I can't forgive him.
He's stolen her from me.
She's meant to be mine! I know she is!
But he got turned into a stupid filthy bloodsucker and took her from me.
