I have not had this Beta checked or checked by anyone and I HATE grammar for the life of me I hate grammar but thats ok I think its not incredibly bad

Disclaimer I own none of this Disney owns it all If I owned it 3 things would have happened

A there would be NO Jar Jar
B Padmé wouldn't die at least not from heart break
C Anakin wouldn't have turned

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But enough of this rant

My heart has shattered into a thousand pieces, is it possible for something broken to be broken once again? Padmé, my heart and soul, my angel and guiding star, the one who kept me going on the battlefield time and time again is dead, not only dead but killed by me, by my own hand, I long to feel her tender touch once again, the velvety softness of her skin and her smooth chocolate hair, what I would give to hug her, to kiss her but most of all say I'm sorry, tell her once again I love you, but now when my heart can't go on, when the lightness that used to surround me has left me alone, when her force signature is gone, when my mentor, my brother has turned his back, tears streaking down his face, when the one I confided in, who I trusted was the very thing I swore to destroy, when I am left in the suit to ponder what I have done, to feel the pain of my choices everyday. When I watch the men who used to look up to me now cower away in fear, when I kneel in front of my master who has broken me and taunted me, when I realize I am once again a slave, a slave to my regrets, a slave to my attachments, a slave to my suit, a slave to my master. That is when I realize what I truly am and it chills me to the bone.