Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.


Just for you

By: Ayumi011


Chapter 1 – Confusion, Suffering and self-pity


The sky is crying…

and so am I

My heart is torn

broken and shattered…


I looked at you there cradling the one you care most. The one you lovedmost and I grew angry and jealous. The girl was crying and you were hugging and soothing her.

Why?

Why are you doing that? Shouldn't you be calling her weak? She was like me years ago and you were hugging her?

You never hugged me when I cried.

You never whispered soothing words to calm me down.

You never even showed that you care.

Instead…

You say I'm annoying…

Say I am weak and pathetic

and just leave me there crying…

alone…

But why?

Why do you treat her differently? Why her and not me? What is so special about a girl that cowers immediately when in danger? Isn't it that you detest those types of people?

I trained really hard just for you to not call me weak anymore. But to no avail, you never noticed. I am strong now. I don't cry anymore. Better yet, do not even show the slightest emotions.

But do you care?

No…

All you care now is the cowering girl in your arms. The type of girl that you hated the most. The one you call weak. Like what you used you to call me before.

We are in the middle of a dangerous mission and you had permitted yourself to let your guard down by attending to that pathetic little weak crying girl.

You aren't like that…

You would have just ignored her cries and continue on fighting. She was just a tag-a-along on this mission.

But why?

Do you really care for her?

Love…her?

No…

It can't be…

Tell me, why her? Why her of all peopleWhy love someone who is weak and defenseless?

Remember, I was like that before …but you never even cared. And now, here is someone that is acting just like me years ago and you try protect her. Cared for her…

Please…

Don't do this…to me…

I have done a lot. Sacrificed many things just for your sake. For you to notice me.

I even waited…for you…

Only for me to discover you had loved another? Didn't you paid any heed to my confessions before? Haven't you even noticed how many things have I given up just for you? I guess there's no stopping you now…

I can't force you…

To love me…

Like I do…

I can only love you now from afar…

Give you all my love…

Even if you won't give it back…

As long as I know you are happy…

Then I am too…

Just remember that…

Whatever happens…

I'll always love you

With all my heart…


A/N: My second Naruto fic…just to warn you ahead… this is not a one-shot… hope you enjoy it! Please also leave comments since I'd like to know what are the things you like and don't like in this fic…btw, please also read my other fic "Broken" …it's also a Sasu/Saku fic…

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