REGRETS

Sebastian's POV

"Are you sure you have said your goodbye's young master?" I questioned.

"No there is no need to bother with such trivial things and I request you do not call me by young master you are no longer mine so you should not adress me in that way."

"As you wish" I replied tonelessy placing Ciel on the stone bench " now I will proceed with the ritual once it has started there is no way to stop it do you understand ?" he nodded carefully I took off his eyepatch our contract shining brightly in the dim lit destroyed building the trees making it darker than it already is. soundly I placed my lips upon him knowing this would be the first and last time I ever do this with him ... I hear his screams but I press on. I feel his soul entering me then the screaming stops and his grip goes limp.

For me, who I have lived for such a long time,

life gradually became boring...

A demon lives to devour souls. we seduce human's to surrvive..

but I hated this monotonous lifestyle. I wanted to gain something special ... something diffrent..

Then I met you..

first I just thought of you as the most delicious soul i'd ever have..

but after a while when I took a look in your deep sad eyes...

I the foolish devil started to dream about a world that would never exist

a world, wherin we would be able to love eachother

Ciel I know you can't hear me now but..

I love you

And for the first time in my life I cryed the one I hold most dear was gone...

I had lost fucking everything in this shitty life he was my thread of hope my light in this pitch darkness and now everything is gone . the saying's true then I suppose life is a bitch one problem I never die..

Depressing ? yes very. I don't exactly why I wrote this but I was just like hmm lets wright some depressing shizz ! and BAM this jewel came:D so yesh was it good? NO FLAMIN also the last part of it the part that's like flashbacks yeah I got that of a video so I don't own that bit so hmm SEE YA *munches on a yorkie* damn these things are good...