REGRETS
Sebastian's POV
"Are you sure you have said your goodbye's young master?" I questioned.
"No there is no need to bother with such trivial things and I request you do not call me by young master you are no longer mine so you should not adress me in that way."
"As you wish" I replied tonelessy placing Ciel on the stone bench " now I will proceed with the ritual once it has started there is no way to stop it do you understand ?" he nodded carefully I took off his eyepatch our contract shining brightly in the dim lit destroyed building the trees making it darker than it already is. soundly I placed my lips upon him knowing this would be the first and last time I ever do this with him ... I hear his screams but I press on. I feel his soul entering me then the screaming stops and his grip goes limp.
For me, who I have lived for such a long time,
life gradually became boring...
A demon lives to devour souls. we seduce human's to surrvive..
but I hated this monotonous lifestyle. I wanted to gain something special ... something diffrent..
Then I met you..
first I just thought of you as the most delicious soul i'd ever have..
but after a while when I took a look in your deep sad eyes...
I the foolish devil started to dream about a world that would never exist
a world, wherin we would be able to love eachother
Ciel I know you can't hear me now but..
I love you
And for the first time in my life I cryed the one I hold most dear was gone...
I had lost fucking everything in this shitty life he was my thread of hope my light in this pitch darkness and now everything is gone . the saying's true then I suppose life is a bitch one problem I never die..
Depressing ? yes very. I don't exactly why I wrote this but I was just like hmm lets wright some depressing shizz ! and BAM this jewel came:D so yesh was it good? NO FLAMIN also the last part of it the part that's like flashbacks yeah I got that of a video so I don't own that bit so hmm SEE YA *munches on a yorkie* damn these things are good...
