There was something wrong. I could feel it down in my bones. Something was off today and I didn't know what exactly it was, but it made me worry. When I had feelings like this I usually am never wrong. The last time this happened, my brother was sent to detention for something that him and his friends did, even though he never told me what exactly it was. I guess me being an animagi helped with feeling out these different things.
I walked down the corridor to the dungeons for potions, one of my least favorite classes because of Professor Slughorn. He had to tell me every time I went in there that I was one of his star pupils and reminded him of my mother, who was one of the greatest potions masters of our time. Between James and I, he didn't have a reason not to swoon over me and my accomplishments. Also being a sixth year, he was trying to push me harder to become an alchemist to work at St. Mungos, something that I told myself I would never. St. Mungos had nothing to offer me except for horribly gruesome miladies that walked in the door. My mother worked there and I could never do what she does, mainly because I don't have the patience that she does.
"Sawyr!" someone came trotting down the hall, trying to catch up with me through the throng of first and third years. I could care less about who it was, unless they were going to tell me what my brother did now, so I could finally put this uneasiness to rest that kept popping up in the middle of my stomach. "Wait up man!"
I stopped and propped myself up against a wall on the other side of the corridor so they could catch up. Lucky for me, it just had to be Sirius Black, one of my brother's cohorts. His long wavy black hair, piercing grey eyes, and snarky attitude made most of the girls in the school go weak at the knees and do whatever he wanted, which is why he ended up having a new girlfriend every week or so.
"What?" I snapped at him, I was going to be late if this took very long.
"There's a full moon tonight. Me and Moony were wondering if you were up to coming with us? Your brother has detention again tonight and we need another one to watch to make sure Remus, you know..." God dammit James. Sirius put on his little smirk, he knew he was cute, and he also knew that I couldn't resist it when he did that.
"Yeah, Ill go, but only for Remus. Lord knows all of you need to be watched."
"Great!" he smiled so bright and his eyes lit up. All the guys loved having me on their adventures during the night, mainly because I was able to help them stay in line and also have fun without someone catching them. Who knows what would happen if Remus was caught in his werewolf state. "And then maybe afterwards we can all go get a butterbeer?"
"I have studying to do for O.W.L.'s Sirius, so do you."
"Come one Sawyr. You have top marks of all of us and you need to study? You can relax a little bit with us guys." I started walking to the dungeons again, hoping he wouldn't keep pressing the issue.
"We'll see!" I yelled back at him as I ran. God I was going to be late again.
God dammit! Why was I such an idiot around her? What do I have to be afraid of? Besides her being my best mates twin sister...there's that, and she was so head strong and stubborn. Any other girl I'm around I never get that tongue tied around, just her. Hell, I've known her since I met her and James on the train back in our first year. There has always been something about her that I have found so alluring. She is just...amazing.
"Padfoot!" I looked up to see Prongs still walking beside me back to the common room. He had apparently been talking while I was in my haze. "Did you ask her?"
"Who? Oh, Sawyr? Yeah, she said she's in."
"Ok, she doesn't know that I have a date with Evans right?"
"No mate, she thinks your in detention again tonight." I have been covering his footsteps through all of this thing he was having with Lily Evans. It was strange to think that she was warming up to him so much within the last year and yet she wouldn't even talk to him. Girls were a strange thing, even stranger to try and figure out.
"Good, I don't want her to know until I know that Evans wants me. You know how much my sister hates her. Which I still have no idea why, because Lily is amazing. She's beautiful, smart, beautiful, crafty..."
I toned him out again as he started to drift on his list about Evans. Yes she was beautiful, what red head wasn't? Her eyes really made her stand out though. However, Sawyr's bright blue eyes were even more gorgeous. They stood out through her midnight black hair, her white as snow skin, her bright red lips. Everything about her was perfect, I just didn't know if she would ever see me in that way.
"Speaking of which..." Prongs ran off, waving at someone in the distance, leaving me to go talk to Evans. He was completely under her spell.
I started walking back to the common room by myself, wondering what I had left to do before the full moon, besides sleep of course. Fuck, this was going to be a long night, including if I have to hear Peter's whining all night.
I was deep in thought when I heard a familiar laugh. Looking around, I tried to find the source. Then I found it. It was Sawyr, talking to...Snivilleus? Wha...why would she be talking to him? Why would she be laughing with him...and not at him? She was a Gryffindor! Not one of those fucking Slytherins! I found myself walking towards her, and placing a hand on his greasy shoulder.
"Excuse me." Shit shit shit, what was I going to say? The greasy haired creature turned to glare at me. "James, needs you Sawyr."
"It can wait. When did you become my brother's messenger Sirius?" a smirk made its way across her face.
"no...no it can't. It's urgent."
"Go away dog." the grease touched my hand and threw it off of his shoulder. I could feel the anger rising in me. Dog? That's the best thing he could come up with?
"What's so urgent that my brother needs my attention, besides to tell me the truth?" She knew? How? Wait, maybe she didn't know. Maybe it was something else.
"Come on." I grabbed her hand and she took it out. Whipping around, I was dumbfounded that she was choosing to stand there with...him.
"I'll go when I want! You can't make me go anywhere! Just leave me alone you flea-ridden mutt!" Her cheeks started to flush with red. Her eyes started turning a yellow color, shit, she can't turn into her animagus form here!
"Ok, ok. Fine." I backed away, hoping that would make her calm down. Her eyes started to turn back to their normal blue. God she was a short tempered bitch sometimes.
"Just leave me the hell alone Black."
She walked away, Snivilleus following her. They had no idea how much I just wanted to put him in his grave, just for following so close behind her. For being near her, for wanting to be with her, he probably wanted her. Wanted to be in her, touch her pale, perfect skin. God mutherfucking...
"Idiot." She sat fuming about that moron. How dare he tell her what to do.
"It's alright Saw, he backed off. Just don't let it bother you anymore." Trying to calm her down was like trying to diffuse a bomb. It was hard to do if you clipped the wrong wire.
"Why does everyone have to lie to me? My own fucking brother can't even tell me the truth about him finally getting to date that bitch. Sirius just wants my attention all the god damn time. They wonder why I can't ever talk to them!" She stood up and started pacing back and forth, just making herself angrier and angrier.
I took her hand, making her follow me to an empty hall, which led to the Room of Requirments. No one knew about this room besides me and her, as far as I was aware. The wall in front of us opened to reveal the giant empty room. We walked in, making sure the wall built back up behind us. I found this back in my third year, and have only taken her here. It had been a long while since I have been able to bring her here.
"It'll be alright Saw, I promise." I turned around to see her taking her cloak off, and a bed pop up not too far away from her. She was left in nothing but her blouse and a rather short skirt that she had been wearing all day. Merlin, she was beautiful.
"I hope so Severus. I'm so tired of being lied to by my own family." she pulled her tie looser around her neck and took off her shoes, and the knee high socks that she had been wearing. I took my cloak off and walked over to the bed and sat down, taking my shoes off in the process. I completely took off my tie and through the green and silver fabric on the floor. I knew what she had to do tonight, so she needed some sleep, otherwise she wouldn't be able to keep up with those morons. "It's infuriating dude. I'm sorry I keep blowing up on you. I honestly don't mean it. You haven't done anything to me."
Walking over, she started unbutting my shirt looking down at me why she did so. I put my hands on her waist, pulling the little bit of shirt that was tucked in her skirt out, running my hands along her soft, warm skin. There was so much about her that turned so many on; her smile, her laugh, her beauty. She was everything any man would ever want.
I felt her cold hands running along my chest as my shirt slowly left my body. I pulled her onto me, wrapping her legs around my lap. I starred at her cool blue eyes, making every part of me ache. There was just so much about her that I loved. This siren, this wolf in sheep's clothing, was all mine. There wasn't any words to describe her. Amazing didn't even cover half of what she was.
"Severus,"
"Yes hun?" I looked up in the galaxies she called her eyes.
"Why are you so good to me?" Laughter escaped her red lips. I tangled a hand in her soft black hair, pulling those red lips towards me, kissing her hard. The taste of her lips was nothing short of a drug that you just wanted more and more of.
"Because I love you, Sawyer Artemis Potter."
