The Beginning
"Hay,Sakura?" called out Ino from the chair where she was doing her homework , she found it more peaceful to do it at my place and the fact that I already knew the material before we did it in school didn't hurt at all.
Her blond hair was tied in a ponytail along with the bang that's usually loose, her green eyes concentrated on the annoying numbers in front of her. Her toned arms and back were perfectly visible from my angle, having her tank top didn't help the situation. Dear Lord she is looks divine….
"No Ino I am not going to help you out with the square roots. Again..." I said to her while reading a book on my bead. Or pretending to read it at least,
"No that's not it." she cut me off, turning her head to look at me in the eyes. I just looked at her with a questioning look.
"I'm going out with Sasuke." Then she just turned her head back to stare at the numbers and roots…just as if nothing happened.
I just closed my book and headed outside "Good for you. 'Scuse me.." I said shortly before I ran outside.
Sitting on the edge of the bathtub, my tears just started running down my face.
Why are you crying it doesn't even fucking matter! - Yelled a voice in my head.
But I love her… and I knew that she went on a date but I didn't know they were going to DATE! I can't stand looking at her smiling at each massage she gets from him, or that ranting about his damn "cute" hair!
No one can stand that, you stupid! - It kept yelling at me….
I hate this..so much…
So what? Are you gonna cry about it all night long!?
But what else can I do? She is head over heels for him!
Shanarooo! Just stop winning and go do something about that that stupid thorn in your heart you dumbass..
So with that self scolding I wiped my tears, washed my face and made sure that my eyes didn't give away my pain. I cleared my throat and coughed, making sure that my voice came out normal.
When I went back to my room she was looking at phone, doing who knows what. Probably texting "Are you free tonight?" to him. I sat on my bed and took my own phone, "Are you done with homework?" I asked her, the tone of it coming out rougher then I was hoping for. I was looking threw my contacts.
She lifted her eyebrow and looked at me with what seemed to be some portion of anger and some portion of hurt.
" , leave that aside. What the hell is up with that reaction? Aren't you happy for me?"
I looked up from my phone, "I feel sick. Must've eaten something really bad this morning."
"Maybe, but -"she began after she locked her phone and put it in the pocked of her jacket.
"I'm going out tonight after practice, and I see that you are about to go home so let's not even do this right now,'k? "
"It's Wednesday Sakura! I..."
"Bye, hi to Sasuke for me." I cut her off again as I swiped a number that I finally found.
She walked towards me with an angry look, fists tightly squeezed. Getting close enough for me to feel her breath even, I thought she was going to punch me.
"Hello, Temari?" I said on the phone while ignoring Ino's angry look.
"Fine then…"She commented quietly and ran out with her backpack on, the slam of the door sounded off throughout the house.
That was second year in high school and the beginning of the most painful period of my life. Maybe I caused it, but that was the only way I knew. The only way to forget my love for her, or at least try to forget it.
