Hey guys! This is my first fanfiction, so play nice! Don't forget to leave some constructive comments. Hate will be regarded as jealousy, so be careful on what you put into your comments.

If you haven't guessed already, this is a yaoi (boy X boy) fanfiction if ya don't like it, leave now.

It'll probably start out as T then move up, don't really know yet, but whatever the rating, enjoy!

I redid some parts, so I hope it's even better.

Disclaimer: I don't own Shingeki no Kyojin or Levi and Eren! (If I did the anime/manga would be a whole hell lot different. xD)

…...…...…...

Eren's First Day

It all started with a friend...

I had no one to talk to, besides myself. I was getting pretty lonely. If only they wouldn't see me as a monster, just because I can turn into a Titan it doesn't make me anything different, just a teenage boy with a special ability.

My reverie was broken by the huge cell doors screeching, "Get up Jaeger, it's time for dinner." Levi heichou said in his usually icy voice.

"Ain't hungry." I replied, hoping my stomach wouldn't betray me. Grumble. Grumble.

"Your stomach seems to disagree."

"To hell with what my stomach says, I feel sick so I ain't eating and that is the end of the discussion." I burst out at Levi for no reason.

He just cocks his eyebrow and walks out the door and locks it, "Fine I'll let you slide this time, but tomorrow you're eating with the rest of us Jaeger."

"Good luck dragging me outta this cell then." I mutter under my breath.

He turned around and hesitated before he spoke, "Eren, why are you doing this to yourself."

I looked up in surprise at Levi, and replied, " Because I don't trust any of you, and everyone just wants me dead, so I am obliging their requests. It's not like you care at all. You're just another person waiting for me to fuck up just so your skills don't get too rusty from sitting on your asses."

I know the last line wasn't true, but I needed to get that off of my chest. Where were the Scouts when Trost was overrun, where were they when my mother needed help. Aww I feel so goddamn useless.

I clench my fist.

"Eren I think we both know that isn't what you really think." Levi said without any hints that he was angry.

"Then why do I feel so goddamn useless, waiting for someone to bash me on the head and saying I'm nothing but Titan shit?! Huh, why can't people accept the unknown! Why?! I feel so goddamn useless. Do you know what it's like to to be talked about, spat on, and even hit on. I ain't a fucking punching bag, I'm human like everyone else. It's not like I asked to be a fucking Titan any fucking way, but here I am in all the Titan Shifting glory." I say. My eyes start watering up and they spill over, I try to stop, but they just keep coming.

I didn't hear the cell door opening. And I didn't know that Levi walked in, until he sat next to me on the bed.

He pulled my chin up so he could look into my eyes. "If anyone threatens you come straight to me, got it?"

I stare at his beautiful silver eyes and nod, still crying.

He puts his other hand on my cheek to wipe away the tears, then he leans closer.

I try moving my head away but it's locked in his steel like grip.

He then cocks his head to the left slightly and moves even closer, my face starts to burrn up.