Love between sadness - another story.

This is story had different plot from the other one. As you guys can see it is different tittle that I adding another two words.
I know I should finish the other story first but the plot is hard to arrange.

So, I made another story based on the story before. Just it more simple. And not long like like the other.

Please forgive my grammar mistakes and language.

I'm still learning, so please hold out.

So, please enjoy!~~~

Warning

Many first person talk.

Characters - Urabe Rika, Ichinose Kazuya, Kino Aki ,Gouenji Shuuya Endou Mamoru ,Raimon Natsumi, Midou Reika ,and Kazemaru Ichirouta.


Urabe Rika

I love him, I adored him, I want to touch him, I want hold him, I want to feel him, I always think about him. But his eyes, his heart are not for me. He always had a look for another girl, who also his childhood friend. Kino Aki. I knew I was far reaching from that girl. But at least I want him to over me just a little bit. It's been a lie if I tell you I won't him to love me back. Today, I will, I will tell him that I will give up my feeling toward him.

I know that is ridiculous the thing I shouldn't done. But I don't have any choice. I don't want to be an obstacle to his feeling I want him to be happy to with the one he love.

As the man said to me, how long I'm going to wait for him to love me back. I should know the feeling of him to his childhood friend. Also, that his crush also had her crush but her crush already be dating someone else. That would be a good opportunity for him to confess his feeling to her.

Hate to say this but thanks to him, Gouenji Shuuya. I don't know why he telling me this I had no idea. But he did tell me to going out with, it's seemed ridiculous that a fierce person like him telling me that.

But true. I should move forward.


Ichinose Kazuya

I had been told by this girl he doesn't want to give up her feeling to me. I had no idea, what he loves about me. But she always answer that it is a first love. She always said that she will wait until I fall in love with her. I adored her spirit. I respect her feeling.

Unlike me, I'm such a coward not to be honest about my feeling. I am in love with my childhood friend, Kino Aki. I had no gut to tell my feeling to her cause I knew that he in love with other guy , Endou Mamoru. But I had told by him that he been dating Raimon Natsumi and it's going well between them.

That's mean I had another chance to tell my feeling. But I'm scared if I'm being rejected by her.

I don't know, at the same time I don't want to hurt Rika feeling. I don't know.


Kino Aki

I always love him and always looking for him. But he is belonging to someone else. I give up, it's too late.

I had been thinking about my friend Ichinose. He always care about me, he even come to asked me at my home if I'm okay about my crush already dating someone else. I had no clue about it, but I think he is a good person. Why I should noticed for the first that I'm already in love with him for long time. I want to tell him. But it is nonsense isn't it, I already broken hearted. But in love with other guy easily.

Well, when it comes to love everything impossible could be done.

But if I had courage tells him.


Gouenji Shuuya

I had been thinking about this girl. Who always crazy about her love? She always act as lover to his crush, he also had a high courage to be honest about her feeling. But I know the pain she been endured waiting the person to love her back. I always see that pain. But I don't know. I always looking her, I don't know why. But when my best friend Endou Mamoru, who the first among us too dating a girl.

Okay, to be honest I don't think he will be the first to be dating someone. Everyone know how dense he is beside soccer. But every one of us wrong, he changed a lot since he dating the lucky girl Raimon Natsumi. He also said to me we know the person is right to us when we always look for them. That's why I knew that I already in love with her, Urabe Rika. But yeah, this made other feel hurt too.

Especially, who had crush to him. Maybe I desperately want her to look out for me, I finally asked her out. It's awkward but I said to her that how long she was too endured that pain and she need to move forward for her happiness as well as her crush.

I think that I hurt her feeling, definitely she going to reject me. I think I'm give up.

I'm not good for her. She was too good for me.


Endou Mamoru

I'm dating a pretty girl who is a manager of my soccer club. At first I think she won't look at person like me. But I was wrong. She confessed her feeling to me and we start dating. I always look for her, actually. I was lucky that she love me back then.

But really, I don't know that our relationship will hurt other too. Especially my best friend, Kino Aki. I didn't even know that she had a feeling toward me. Suddenly I feel a little bit guilty for it. I want to make everyone happy, since I know that she realize about her feeling to his childhood friend Ichinose Kazuya.

I will convince her to confess to him. That makes me feel a little bit better. I knew Natsumi will agree since it's her friend as well.


Natsumi Raimon.

I finally confessed to him, Endou Mamoru. I didn't expect he would love back. I always think he always love Kino Aki, one of my friends. But I was wrong.

We start dating, for the starter he was so dense in our relationship but a bit drastic he starting to adapt it. At first I think was not going so well. But glad it going very well between us. I did realize I hurt my friend feeling since we already know that both had the same feeling to him. Then, he chose me. I didn't expect that. Really.

But feeling bad about my friend I told him that she also had feeling to him. He surprised. He said he just thought her as a friend not more than that. I know how dense he is. I understand. I don't want to feel guilty anymore that is why I told him. I told him that she realized bout her feeling toward his childhood friend Ichinose Kazuya, that she love him. But she doesn't have any courage.

I knew he would do something to make her confessed her feeling. I definitely support him.


Midou Reika

I got a called today morning. It's from Rika, my best friends also my teammate in soccer club at Osaka. She said that she going give up her feeling to Ichinose. She thinks it is impossible to wait any longer, she also want to move forward. She was going to made her crush feel happy too.

I didn't believe that steel hearted Rika would say this, maybe she just looks for the other side. She had grown up as well. I just support her. I said that I will always be near her if she needs me. But she said don't worry about her. Deep in her heart I know she was crying out loud to give up her feeling.

I also owed her, about non-stopping to support me to confess to him. Kazemaru Ichirouta. She supports me to confessed even giving me a confident boost to confess. I didn't expect that he will accept me. Maybe he looks like a girl, but that is his charmed. For me he looks as handsome and good as himself. We just start dating two weeks ago. It's going well. I'm glad.

That's why I owed her much, that why I want to repay her. I don't know how Kazemaru feel about this.


Kazemaru Ichirouta

I been told by my new girlfriend Midou Reika that her best friend will give up her feeling. I surprised a little. But I did expect that, I knew that Ichinose had interest in his childhood friend Kino Aki. Also as Kino Aki feeling toward Endou and Ichinose. And about the relationship between my friend Endou Mamoru and Raimon Natsumi.

But it is better than she never do anything. I think it must be hard for her as well. But she already decided that so I had nothing to do about it. I just waited to see how God arrange their story.

I knew also that Reika had owed her friend about confessing her feeling. I said I will support her no matter what decision she chooses. I will understand.

For the first I don't think that I will get along with her. But I feel comfortable around her, also as she understand me well enough. That why I loved being with her. I happy that she accept me with my all.


Normal P.O.V.

Rika is running going to Raimon High School. She already set her mind that she will give up her feeling toward Ichinose and going to tell him this morning. She doesn't want to be an obstacle to him anymore. She also had high determination on her eyes. Despite that only she will be hurt. She doesn't care as long as it good for her and him.

Across bridge, the place that Rika told Ichinose that they will meet there. Standing there a man figure, of course it Ichinose. She greets him but as always. Ichinose just smiled bitterly at her. Rika hate that smiled. She knows that he is forcing himself to be around her.

Ichinose feel the different about it too. She always used to suddenly hug him from back but today is not.

Rika curled a painful smiled. She going to said directly, and then it will be done.

"I will give up my feeling to you; I don't want to be a burden. I always know that you love someone else. So, please do confess to her!" Rika said it out loud with his hand clutching her own uniform.

"Rika, what wrong? Are you alright?" Ichinose disbelieve what she said. He put his hand on Rika shoulder.

"You love her right?"

"Eh?"

"Don't play dumbed! You loved Aki, Ichinose! Get it real you will never love me. I know it painful, I don't want you be with me just for sympathy. Please…. Confessed to her, I want you to feel happy. Don't think about me, it is in your hand. Your feeling, your life. So…please Ichinose confess to her the one you love the most. " Rika said and her eyes starting to formed tears running down on her face.

With full forced Rika managed to push Ichinose away from her.

"R…Rika? I…."

"Go! Ichinose! Go!" Rika screamed cheering for the one love to love someone else.

"…..Rika?" He still confused, but he gets to real time fast.

" ….GOOOOO!"

Ichinose know how long he keeps the feeling, today will confessed it no matter what happen.

"Thank you, Rika!" He finally realize and leaving the poor girl there.

"Yeah….G… Goodbye….. Waaaaaaaaaahhhhh! Isk …Isk…" Rika crying there alone let it all out there. She crying until she sits there.

Besides that there someone who watches the whole scene. Who is it then beside Gouenji Shuuya. Watching the girl he adored crying alone. He feels the pain also.

Without noticed his leg move on his owned. He was going to where the girl sits.

Apparently, Midou Reika also there with her boyfriend Kazemaru Ichirouta.

Kazemaru convinced his girlfriend to comfort her friend. But his girlfriend said it's no need anymore. Kazemaru didn't get it for the first but he understands when he see the scene in front him.

It's the fire fierce striker; Gouenji Shuuya is hugging and reassuring the queen of striker, Urabe Rika.

Then, it is leaving for the genius midfielder Ichinose to finish the drama. Also as for Endou , Natsumi and Aki especially.


That all for now, everyone. I going to takes some time to continue my other story.
Also my shonen-ai story. Sorry please hold out with me. Really sorry.

To be continue ...