A/N Hello again! My second fanfic within two days of creating this account. I write too much. Anyway I'm working on finding a Beta before I start a multi chapter so you'll just have to bear with my oneshots for now. For once I'm gonna write a POV ( :O ) and its not klaine ( :O ) or romance ( :O ) yeah. I'm not sure if this is gonna work either. It's based on one of my favourite books, my name is mina.

Special thanks to anerdwithoutglasses my instagram buddy!

1. Eccedentesiast

Someone who fakes a smile

I've been called that before. Mostly by Kurt I admit, but although his love for long words is slightly annoying at times it can be accurate. That's beside the point though, the point is that I've gone slightly mad in the head and I needed to write that down.

I'm Quinn Fabray And I'm Utterly Mad.

Well probably not scientifically madcap, but I'm close. Yale's too hard, and stressful and boring. What's the point in doing something if the product isn't fun? I tried to tell Rachel that when I went to visit her, but she just shook her head and laughed. She has a lot to laugh about. But so do I. The dictionary's the wrong one in this instance.

laugh (lf, läf)

v. laughed, laugh·ing, laughs

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1. To express certain emotions, especially delight, by a series of spontaneous, usually unarticulated sounds often accompanied by corresponding facial and bodily movements.

2. To show or feel amusement or good humour: an experience we would laugh about later on.

But I laugh because the world is wrong and I am right. I laugh because I'm sad. I'm sad that the world is wrong and I am right. That's a sad thing. The universe is a place of Sadness.

THE UNIVERSE IS A PLACE OF SADNESS AND MADNESS.

I AM A PLACE OF SADNESS AND MADNESS.

So next time you feel sad just thank the universe that you're not as sad or as mad as Quinn Fabray.

MAD (md)

abbr.

mutual assured destruction