Short songfic. Remember Everything by Five Finger Death Punch, my favorite band. (:
Caterina Valentine was done with life. All she ever did was mess up everything in her life.
"God! I'm such a screw up! I'm done with life! I'm ending this all tonight! After i finish writing my suicide notes, I'm gone!"
"Oh, dear mother, I love you
I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough
Dear father, forgive me
'Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone"
Cat was crying so hard. She was done with life. Her family wouldn't mind, no one would care thatshe was gone. She's tired of never being good enough. She didn't make it into the paly she wanted to be in.
"I worked so hard to make it into the paly! I did my absolute best and Tori tried out not even trying and she got the lead role! She even said she didn't want the part!" Cat yelled inside her head.
"Oh, dear brother, just don't hate me
For never standing by you or being by your side
Dear sister, please don't blame me
I only did what I thought was truly right
It's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone"
"Frankie, I'm so sorry I'm leaving you. I love you. You'll do fine without your annoying little sister holding you down."
"Dear Daddy,
I'm so sorry. Look after mom for me and Frankie too. Make sure they're alright and you too. Don't blame yourself for me doing this and make sure mom and Frankie don't either. I love you, and I'll miss you. Love, Caterina Valentine."
"I feel like running away
I'm still so far from home
You say that I'll never change
But what the fuck do you know?
I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you in
Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now.
I remember everything."
Cat tied up all the notes into tiny little bows with some cute ribbon she found and then put the notes down on the floor where she would be when they found her. She took out a few bottle of pills, all full. The lid to them came off, and she swallowed every last pill. Then she stood up on the step stool in her room, and tied the rope to her ceiling fan. She slipped it around her neck and took one last look around her room, this was the last thing she'd ever see. She took a deep breath, and said "Goodbye, world. You're better off without me here." She took one step forward, knocking the stool out from under her feet. She lost all her breath instantly, and her world blacked out.
That was the last time Caterina Hannah Valentine would ever speak, breath, and live. Cat thought the world was better without her, and she took her life over it.
As said at the end of Five Finger Death Punch's 'Coming Down' music video, One friend can save a life.
