WARNING: This is a yaoi story (daisuke/ken) this means that this story has guy/guy relationships
if you are offended do not read.


I stand on my balcony of my home. The cool stone under my feet is like ice, ice..I was once ice.
I tortured many, for my pleasure. I regret ever hurting those poor, innocent slaves. I cannot
change the past, but if I could I would make it all better. Love is supposed to be such a
beautiful thing. Not for me. I have true feelings for someone, but I am aware it cannot be. It is
shall I say, forbidden, Not right, and as some people would say, discusting. It hurts when you
love somebody just so much and they can't love you back. I'm not sure he does. We are friends, ever since I gave up being the Digimon Kaiser and joined the Digidestined, well kinda. He was
nice to me, he treated me as I was an equal. Daisuke was more open to me than the others, He is a much betterperson than I will ever be. I am a cold, unlikeable person...unlike Daisuke, he is
warm and forgiving. I have a problem, I am always dissing myself and telling my friends that I am a horrible, evil person. It's a wonder I even have friends. Daisuke loves a girl named Hikari. I
want to stay friends with her but it's hard when my one true love is attracted to her. Hikari is
a wonderful girl. She's so happy and kind, if I wasn't like this I would go for her. I have the
crest of kindness I don't know why it's for me, Hikari deserves it. I was never kind, but
somewhere in my heart I know I must have some kindness in me.

~*~Some where my love.~*~

(Daisuke's pov)
"What's wrong with me! I can't stop thinking about Ken!" Daisuke said to Tai, his older
role-model. "Maybe you love him, Dai." Tai responded "NO! That isn't right!" Daisuke yelled angrily. Tai glared at him feeling hurt and insulted that Daisuke thought being gay was wrong. "I didn't mean to offend you Tai, it's just I don't think I'm gay." Daisuke apologized. "Well I tell you TK and Hikari are already a couple and there's no way she is even thinking about breaking up with him." Tai said. "Don't remind me." Daisuke said with a groan.

~*~Some day my love~*~
(Ken)
My life is useless, I can't tell my love, Daisuke how I truly feel, but as I stand in the cool air of the night, I know I have to. "Ken, Oh Ken!" My mother called "Daisuke asked if you could spend the night at his house tomorow, and I said yes." "Okay Mother" I anwser. I step back onto my balcony. *sigh* I guess tomorow will be the day.

~*~Some time my love~*~

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