Title: I still cry

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Chapter One: Don't think I don't think about it- Darius Rucker

"I'm done." Kate said, after about three hours of non-stop fighting.

"What?" Rick asked, all the anger faded from his voice, now all that was left was curiousity and suprise.

"I'm done." Kate repeated.

"What does the mean?" Rick followed her.

"It means I'm done fighting with you, I'm done crying over you, and I'm done being your girlfriend." Kate said as she grabed her coat.

"Kate, just stop." Rick tried to get Kate to stop.

"No, I've had enough."

"Please, let's talk about it." Rick stood in front of Kate, blocking the only door to the loft.

"No, please move." Kate said strickly.

"Kate, please." Rick said as Kate opened the door and walked out of his life.

By the time Kate walked out of the loft, and Rick's life, her eyes had started to shed the tears she was so despretly trying to hold back until she reached her car.

In less then seventeen minutes Kate was at her dad's cabin, and was also full out bawling. Kate searched for her key to the cabin, which, of course, was at the very bottem of her messenger bag.

"I thought you said you were done crying over him?" Kate asked herself.

Kate stayed at her dad's cabin for the night, sending him a text that she was going to stay there tonight. Her dad called her a few minutes later.

"Beckett." Kate answered, thankful that her voice didn't sound like she had been crying.

"Katie, why are you staying at the cabin?" Kate's dad, Jim, asked.

"Because Rick and I broke up, and I don't want to go home right now."

"I'm sorry to hear that you broke up, but why don't you want to go home?"

"He might show up."

"Ahh... I understand, mind my asking, but why did you break up?"

"Too much fighting, I told him 'I had enough' meaning enough fighting."

"So you broke up with him?"

"Kinda." Kate winced at the memory that attached.

"Do you need a hug? I know when you went through break-ups when you were younger your mother always gave you hugs-"

"No, thank you, dad." Kate said a small smile lit across her face.

"I'm not good at this." Jim muttered over the phone.

"I wouldn't say that, you got me to smile."

"Well, at least I'm good for one thing."

Kate laughed, "I love you, dad."

"I love you, too."

"Thank you, I think I should go to bed now."

A few weeks later:

"Kate?" Rick asks.

"Hi." Kate says.

"I'm sorry about how our realationship ended." Rick says.

"I'm sorry to," Kate starts, "I've got to go."

"Just a sec." Rick says, Kate turns around, "You forgot this at my loft, I didn't find it until yesterday, and I was headed to the precint to return it, guess I don't have to do that now."

"Yeah, I guess not," Kate starts to walk away, "Sometimes I wonder if I cross your mind." Kate mumbles, part of her hoping he heard, part wishing he doesn't.

"All the time." Rick whispers, Kate hears and turns around.

"Don't think I don't think about it." Kate says, then walks away.


This chapter is based on song: Don't think I don't think about it with lyrics by. Darius Rucker.

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