"He just uses you." It was said with such coldness yet with so much…empathy. I sat thinking about the psychiatrist's words as I brushed my hair into my usual pigtails. No he doesn't. I know I'm more to him than one of his henchmen.
"He corrupted you, breaking you for his own selfish desires." No he didn't, He pushed me to my potential.
"He pushed you out of a three storey window and never apologised." I poked the slop they called food. I recalled what went on when he finally had me back. He kissed every part of my body I had broken as a result of the fall, resting next to me whispering about how he knew he overreacted how sorry he was.
"He over sexualizes you." The guard yells for the inmates to be let out for showers. The steaming water and the clamour of the women's showers are nothing as I enter under the hot jet of water. I chose the costume myself and besides it's not like he doesn't have desires. I recalled all the times he'd had me telling me I was the only one who'd ever seen him like this.
"If he cares about you so much why are you stuck here?" As I came back from the showers, waiting for me on my bed was a bouquet of red roses, their velvety petals and scent brightening up the drabness of the cell. It was Mr J. Who else could it be? Attached to it was a note which read. "I'll be coming for you soon, J"
The doctors all think I'm as insane to begin with that it was a heat of the moment were I fell in love with Joker. No I'm a psychiatrist I knew what I was getting into.
It's late at night I hear the knock on the door. It's Mr J. The door unlocks. He looks me in the eye smiling, but this smile's different from his usual it's …gentle. He hugs me tight "Harley." "Mr J" I reply back as he holds me tight. "You know what today is?" I shook my head gently. "No wonder you don't being couped up in here." "It's Valentine's." He gave me a small peck on the cheek. "Let's go home shall we?"
I grab the bouquet of roses as we walk off into the night together. "Happy Valentine's Day Puddin'" "Happy Valentine's Pumpkin Pie."
