Amen

A/n: Well, finished reading the second volume of Diabolo. Now I'm all depressed because Rai and Ren have split up. Omg they're so otp. ;0; Anyways, yes. Fic to satisfy my angsty needs. I guess this is an AU one shot, because I don't know how it ends. This is just an angsty alternative, which if it really happens this way, will make me cry. TT Yeah. Just short oneshot. oo

Rating:R

Pairing: Rai x Ren

Fandom: Diabolo

Warning: Angst, suicide, murder, spoilers for book two, implied (heavily) raixren, the usual. X3

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Diabolo. If I did, Rai and Ren would be having happy sex right now. ;;

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"Rai… why are you doing this?"

"But it's a wonderful powe!. Rejoice with me! We no longer have to run haphazardly. We'll destroy this world and remake it so that it's a place of beauty for us to live in. Let's do everyone a favor… and kill them all! "

Blood. All he could see was blood.

"I will keep my promise, Rai… And kill you!"

He choked. He sobbed. He stared at his blood.

And I've done it. I've killed you. But who will kill me now, Rai? You said you would. But you can't. I knew you wouldn't be able to. So what now? Who will kill me?

And he cried.

Will I kill me, Rai? Will I? Can I?

Tears dripped into pools of red. Crystal tears.

"Why are you doing this to me!" He shouted.

"I love you, Ren."

"Damnit, Nebiros! It's all your fault, all your damned fault! All your.. your.."

I love you, too, Rai.

"It's... It's all…your fault... you... you took him from me! You took Rai from me! We were supposed to die together! Not like this… not like…"

He sobbed louder, his small frame curled up against Rai's dead body. Blood pooled around them. It got in his hair, on his clothes, on his face, and his hands.

And he didn't care.

"Rai… Rai… you promised… we promised we'd go together… we'd be together…" He choked, shivering. "Everyone left me. Mio, Otousan, Okaasan, and now you, Rai!"

Tear came faster as his quivering continued. He slid his arms around Rai's waist, burying his face in his chest. And he listened. And when he heard no heartbeat, he cried even louder.

"You promised, Rai!" He shifted his blue eyes to look up at him, sniffling. "You promised me…" And then he moved up, pressing his lips against the other's own cold ones.

"You wanted to die… in my arms on a snow covered mountain in your sleep… I'm so sorry I couldn't… I couldn't…" He sniffled again, pressing his cheek against Rai's, little sobs emerging from his mouth every second or so.

And then he held him tighter, as one hand moved up above him, tilting down and aiming at his face, his fingers spread out, pointing at his own skull.

O' Lord, please guide this piteous soul… and grant all those who fear thy name their retribution; the time has come to destroy those who would destroy the earth.

"Ashes to ashes…" He whispered.

Rai…

"Dust to dust…"

I'm so sorry.

"Evil to darkness…"

I'll see you soon, my friend, my love.

"Amen."

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