Have you ever loved somebody more than you love yourself? Well I have. I actually loved somebody so much more than myself that I was willing to risk MY life for them. Some may call me crazy for doing it, but I don't think I am. What makes it crazy? Well whatever the reason I don't care who thinks I'm crazy. Because, guess what? I'll tell you one thing. That I am crazy. Yes crazy in love. With Naruto Uzumaki.

What makes me so crazy in love with him you ask? Hmmm the list could go on and on forever. But I'll tell you it's not just because of the cute whisker marks. Or the amazing cerulean eyes. Not even his golden locks brighter than the Sun. It's not because of the way my heart skips a beat when I hear his name. No. There's reasons that you couldn't say in a Sasuke fangirl club. But, could I just pick one? No I don't think so. I love him because of his kindness. His courage. His strong will to never give up. The way he can cheer up almost anyone. How he can always see the brighter side of situations. The way he can make a person fall in love with him at first glance......Naruto Uzumaki.

It's been about 5 months since the Pain attack. About 5 months since I told the boy of my dreams I love him. About 5 months since I've seen him. Well I've seen him, but I haven't approached him exactly. It's not like he's approached me. I'm not upset. I can't be. He has so much weight on his shoulders right now. He's lost his sensei. And has failed to bring his friend out of the darkness once again. Everyone always expects to much from him. Besides I never expected him to really give me an answer.

I expected to....die...that day. But, for some reason god has kept me here. Why? I've yet to figure out. I didn't really expect anything from Naruto. I know he has some feelings for Sakura. He always has. I don't want to be jealous...but I am.

But, sometimes I wonder if he'll ever approach me about it. Is he afraid to? I ask. Or is it just to much for him to handle right now? Or has he just forgotten about Hinata Hyuga?

It's hard to see him walking around with that fake smile on his face. When I know he's hurting inside. I want to show him that I care. I want him to see that I can make him feel better. But, all I've been doing is basically avoiding him.

It really sucks to be in love......

Well this is the first story I've ever written. I hope you all like it. Sorry if I make grammar mistakes and spelling mistakes. Please leave comments they will make me feel good. Criticism is welcome. I want to be a better writer!

Oh and I know this was short, but other chapters will be longer I promise.