A/n: Hey guys this idea's been bugging me for awhile and I really like it so I thought I would give it a try. I hope you guys like it.

Disclaimer: THIS IS FOR THE ENTIRE FIC! I DO NOT OWN ANY SONGS/TWILIGHT RELATED THINGS!

Chapter 1

When It All Falls Apart

BPOV

As I boarded the plane I had to breathe a sigh of relief. I was finally getting away. I had to let a few tears out. How did it come to this? Pull yourself together!, I thought. The stewardess was looking at me with concern, and I didn't want to draw attention so I dried my tears and found my seat. My name is Isabella Swan, I am about 5' 6", I originally had dark brown hair but I dye it black and have a scene haircut. I have gray eyes that are pretty much the only thing I like about me, and I'm really pale. I wear skinny jeans and band tees. I love my vans and converse and black hoodie that has the thumb holes I love. I have snake bite lip piercings but only wear the little bitty studs in them. I think the hoops look funny on me. I quickly composed my face to show no emotion. It's sad how good I am at that. I've had to do it so much in the past year that it's natural now. I'm sitting on this plane on my way to Chicago. I couldn't stand Phoenix any longer. Don't think about it!, I told myself.

"Please fasten your seatbelts and get ready for takeoff," the pilot announced over the intercom.

I tuned out the safety instructions. They always bore me. Soon enough the plane began rolling out on to the runway. I closed my eyes and slowly inhaled and exhaled. I always hate take off. The plan started racing down the runway and all of a sudden it was rising. Keep breathing, I had to remind myself. Think about something else. Ok it leveled out and started the 3 ½ hour flight to my new home. The flight attendant said something else but I had already gotten my iPod out and had it on. I Don't Care by Apocalyptica came on and I settled back in my seat and listened.

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, and that's all I do

Just don't deny it,
Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it
and that's just part of it,

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear (I swear),I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do

I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room your in my face
don't say anything just go away

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause I swear (I swear) I don't care

Love changing everything
You won't be left for me x2

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just and leave this all behind
Cause I swear(I swear)I don't care

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care(I don't care), I don't care(I don't care)
Just go ahead and leave this all behind
I don't care(I swear), I don't care
At all...

All of a sudden I felt a hand on my shoulder, I jumped and my eyes snapped open.

"Oh, I'm sorry! Umm, well would you like anything to drink?" the stewardess asked.

"Err, yeah sure. Can I get a Sprite?"

"Sure, I'll be right back with that."

"Thanks." I replied and waited for her to come back.

About 5 minutes later she was back and I had a drink. After she left I looked and noticed someone was next to me. It was a middle aged woman in a business suit. Hmm maybe she'll be too busy working the whole flight that she'll leave me alone, I hoped. Right after I thought that she turned and gave me a curious look that quickly turned into a dirty look after she took in my heavy eyeliner, crazy hair, and dark clothes. I just glared right back and turned my iPod back on. This time I turned it to Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin.

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
.

I decided I might as well read now because I had nothing better to do. I pulled out my copy of Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead. It was a really good book. I've read it about 5 times now. I continued to read until the pilot announced that we were in Chicago and about to land. I buckled my seat belt and tried to think about something else. Soon enough we were on the ground and unloading off the plane. I got off and went to find my luggage. After fighting through the crowd and finding it I made my way down the escalator and outside where I called for a cab to take me to my dad's house. He had to work and couldn't come get me. That was fine by me, now we could skip the awkward greeting and silences. I was happy to finally be out of Phoenix, but I wasn't looking forward to school Monday. But luckily its only Saturday and I have all day tomorrow to prepare myself. I hailed a cab pretty quickly and told the driver my new address and was soon on my way to my new home. In about 30 minutes we got there. I quickly paid the cab driver and got my bags. Charlie, my dad, told me there would be a key under the mat and sure enough there was. I unlocked the door and went to my room. I used to come here for two weeks in the summer up until I turned 14 and refused to come. Then Charlie started coming to Arizona and staying in a hotel for two weeks to visit me. When I got to my room I was surprised to see it exactly like I left it. It had my queen sized bed with a black and neon green comforter, my desk, my lovely black circular chair, and 3 green walls and 1 black wall with silver trim. I loved it. I went and put my new laptop on my desk and started unpacking. It was 5pm when I was done and Charlie had just walked in the door. Perfect timing, I thought to myself.

"Bells? Is that you?" I heard Charlie ask. Really? Who else would be here?

"Yeah Dad, it's me."

I walked down stairs to see Charlie standing by the front door taking of his boots and hanging up his gun. He's the Chief of Police in Chicago so he's always pretty busy. He has brown curly hair and light blue eyes. He has crow's feet by his eyes and laugh lines, but he's still pretty handsome. My mom has green eyes and really dark brown hair and is a prettier version of me. Where I got my eyes from I have no idea. Charlie and I made our way to the living room and decided to order pizza. While we waited, Charlie started up a casual, yet awkward conversation.

"So Bells, how have you been?"

"I'm fine." Actually I want to cry and scream.

"So, you looking forward to school Monday?"

"Yeah, sure." Hell no!

"Well, that's good."

Thankfully the doorbell rang and the pizza was here. We sat in the living room and watched TV while we ate. After we were done we sat and watched TV for a while. When I finally went to bed it was 10pm.

"Night Bells!" Charlie yelled from living room.

"Night Dad!" I yelled back.

Now to enter the Hell I called my dreams. I put on my pajamas, which consisted of black flannel pants and a purple tank top. I crawled into bed, shut my lights off, and severely hoped my nightmares would cease to exist tonight. Ha! Yeah right...

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