Authors Notes: References to rape and forced abortion.


No one deliberately sets out to hurt the ones they love.

Sometimes a person abandons you thinking I'm leaving her for her own good. She'll move on and live a normal life.

Sometimes a person rapes your mouth thinking I know whats best for her. I'll just make her choose me.

Sometimes a persons violates the gift of life he unwittingly sired with you by taking back from you what was yours to keep thinking That monster inside her stomach will kill her. I'll kill it before it kills her. I know whats best for her.

Sometimes a person coerces you into losing your virginity thinking I know I'm better for her. She won't have to die to be with me.

No one deliberately sets out to hurt the ones they love.

There. There.

Doesn't that make you feel a lot better?

Both men have such good intentions.

Both men know whats best for you.

Both men make choices for you.

Both men love you.

There is darkness in you now, listening in on your thoughts, and its telling you the truth you can't bring yourself to say out loud: Bullshit.