I stood there waiting for a reply hoping equally for either answer to finally rid myself of these feelings for this beautiful girl, if only her eyes were not so bright nor her features so captivating this ache in my chest would if only she had never allowed me to hold her in my arms, to comfort her this would end the DAMN! ache in my heart I feel everytime she chooses him over me and let me feel like me when she's near me it feels like nothing exists but her and despite words spoken if her feelings were clear I can step aside even if she chooses that corpse over me then I at least would feel like I've would hurt like a thousand knives piercing my heart but at least I would know she was happy, maybe it would be better to let me die then at least this pain could subside.
