All I had wanted was to have his approval. But all he knew me as was his trustworthy partner in the Akatsuki. Every time I saw him my heart would break a little bit more. It shouldn't be long until it shatters whole. I know he has no clue what I am going through. How could he? He is a God after all. A God of Peace and everyone has to respect him.

"Hey Konan, Pein's called a meeting." Sasori whispered in my room. I grunted so he knew I heard him and then wondered if today would be the day my heart would break. It could be. Everyone thought as me as a weak little girl who folds paper. Pretty soon I will be like my paper, ripping with every little moment and pretty soon my heart will rip completely and I will be destroyed.

I quickly made my way to where the meeting was being held and took my seat. To the left of me were Sasori, Deidara, Itachi, Kisame, Zetsu, Kakazu, Hidan and then Tobi. At the top was none other than Pein. I could practically hear the ripping of my heart. I forced myself not to show any emotions and keep my facial expression the same. But I couldn't do anything about my eyes. They showed all the pain I was going through but luckily the room was not bright enough to show this.

"Everyone I have to tell you something important. I will be leaving the Akatsuki for a short period of time meaning 1 month. I cannot tell any of you anything more and during the period of my leave I am leaving Konan in charge. Anything wrong you are to all confront Konan. I will be leaving this afternoon. Dismissed." Pein's words stayed in my mind repeating over and over.

I saw everyone get up and none of them were brave enough to ask questions. But our leader was leaving under unknown reasons and I was curious. He can't just leave me like this. I stood up from my chair but I didn't move to leave. I stood up to confront him....