Month five, week 2, hour 5, minutes 45…
Olivia hadn't seen Cas in that long. Dating an angel would never be easy and she knew that long before they got together. The last time they saw each other wasn't a happy reunion. Cas had just become commander of all the angels when Dean and Sam went to visit. Sam had the bright idea to bring Olivia along. He and Dean figured that Castiel would want to see his girlfriend however, they couldn't have been more wrong.
All of the angel looked at Olivia like she was scum even Cas looked less than amused to see her. As they walked through the hall Olivia could hear the angels whispering.
"What is he doing with her?"
"She's a filthy breed demon. What in the world is Castiel thinking?
Once they were in his office with the door closed Cas looked livid. His vivid blue eyes were going between Olivia and the Winchester brother's angrily. Olivia was used to seeing him with his serious expression but at the moment she would have killed for one of his adorable smiles.
"Why did you bring her here?"
Both Sam and Dean stood exchanging confused expressions as Cas gave them his biggest "I am an angel and I have no emotions" look known to man.
"Well we figured that you would have wanted to see her you know with you two being together and all."
"She didn't need to come here."
Olivia felt her heart breaking.
"I can hear."
Olivia said coldly. Both Cas and Dean turned to look at her. Sam he walked to her side hoping if things got to ugly he could calm her down.
"I get it. You're ashamed of me. Didn't want all of your little angel friend's knowing you are dating the princess of hell. Doesn't matter that I am half angel myself all you and your family see is the demon side. I don't know why I thought you were any different."
Dean mouthed "ouch" while Cas tilted his head to the side looking at her. Sure dating Crowley's daughter was a risk and it sure didn't help his reputation but Cas didn't care. What he saw was her safety. He saw the way the angels looked at her. They didn't see the sweet genuinely good person that Olivia was nor the fact that she was nothing like her father. They didn't see the girl Castiel adored.
"That isn't what I meant."
He said calmly. Even though he wasn't the best with emotions Cas had enough sense to see Olivia was losing her cool.
"It is exactly what you meant."
Olivia said pushing her auburn hair over her shoulder furious that Castiel was about to see her tears.
"I know when I'm not wanted. I'm no fool. I been unwanted my whole life."
She looked to Sam and Dean who were looking beyond shocked. Clearly they didn't know what to say. This wasn't the Cas and Olivia that they were used to. They were used to the Cas and Olivia who were devoted to each other.
"I'll see you both soon. Take care traveling back. Goodbye Castiel."
She said icily before snapping her finger and disappearing from sight as Castiel told her to wait.
Olivia's hazel eyes fluttered open ignoring the painful memory. After she had left Castiel that day she swore she would never speak to him again. Cas had tried to call multiple times but she ignored him. If he truly loved her like he said he did he would have never let his angel pals look at her the way they did.
Sam and Dean tried to convince Olivia to talk to him.
"Liv look Cas realizes he handled that day wrong...that whole time he was gone really. He put the ass in Cas but he really does love you."
Dean said trying to persuade Olivia to talk to Cas. Olivia looked at him with a sad expression.
"I'm sorry Dean I don't believe it. I realize what he saw me as now. I was an easy roll in the hay for him. He sees me as a demon and that is just the way it is. Excuse me."
Dean watched as she wrapped her long tan sweater around her before getting up and walking into her room closing the door. He sighed running a hand through his hair
"Cas, if you have your ears on, you better get down here quick. Your girl is going demon."
That night when Sam and Dean were sleeping there was a soft knock on the door. Olivia raised an eyebrow before opening it to see nothing. With a frown she looked outside before closing the door. When she turned she was shocked to see none other than Meg sitting on the couch with a smile on her face.
"Meg."
The demon nodded with a smile.
"Hello princess. I've come to rescue you."
Olivia raised her eyebrow.
"Oh? Who said I needed rescuing?"
Meg stood.
"A little birdy named Castiel reached out to me begging me to come find you. Well I shouldn't say begging. You know angel's don't beg. My question for you is what is going on to have this angel pinning after you so?"
Olivia frowned looking down.
"Nothing."
Meg smirked.
"That's a lie. I smell his scent all over you. What have you been doing with him?"
Meg walked to her taking her hand.
"Come on Olivia. We used to be so close. You remember that don't you? Remember how it used to piss you father off? You can tell me….I think I know anyway. I see how pain filled those beautiful eyes of yours are."
Olivia met Meg's eyes finally.
"He and I are too different. He looked at me like I was a...a…"
"A demon? He didn't tell those angels to respect you like he should have. It wasn't so much to ask. You've given him a lot in return."
Olivia chuckled.
"I've given him everything Meg. When I see my father again he is going to know I have slept with Castiel. Like you said love his scent i all over me. All the demons are going to see it. What a fiasco this is the Princess of hell claimed by an angel. I don't belong with anyone anymore."
Meg put back on her leather jacket.
"Go get some clothes honeybee it's you and me now."
Olivia turned walking to her bedroom but stopped looking back at Meg.
"Like it should have been. Meg one thing don't call me honeybee. That's his name for me."
Meg grinned.
"Would you prefer your highness?"
Olivia smirked realizing that she actually had missed Meg.
"I've missed you."
Meg winked as Olivia walked back into the bedroom.
"Right back at you."
Olivia quickly put some clothes in a bag. She hated leaving Sam and Dean like this but they shouldn't have to look over her. She wasn't their responsibility. As she put things into her bag Olivia's eyes landed on the honey bee brooch that Cas given her as a gift the night he told her that he was in love with her. Olivia slowly picked up the brooch holding it close to her heart. She wanted to pray to Cas and beg him to come to her. He probably wouldn't though or would he?
Taking a piece of paper she scribbled a note on the paper before laying it and the brooch on Castiel's pillow. She sighed looking at the bed. Never had it really been slept in but she and Cas had spent plenty of time there. They had taken each other's virginity in that bed. Everything was there.
"Are you ready yet?"
Meg's voice broke Olivia out of the memory of her and Castiel's first time together.
"Yeah let's get out of here."
Olivia let her eyes fall to the poem that she left of Castiel's pillow before turning and following her demon friend out of the bunker.
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye."
