The darkness consumed her; it was like he was there, right next to her. He was the darkest thing that ever came into her life, and she loved him. She loved him more than anything, more than she loved her Manolo's or her Galliano's. She knew that once she had walked her, there would be no coming back. He wouldn't take her back and that's what killed her, that's what hurt. She felt like she was being stabbed a thousand times, every time she recalled ever choosing to walk away from him. He was Chuck Bass, he was the love of her life, she knew it, he knew, everyone knew it. Anyone else was simply a waste of time.

Blair was just about to let the darkness take over, when the light flickered on and invaded her thoughts.

'S, if that's you, go away. I don't want to hear it.'

No reply came, sighing she looked up to see who it was. No one other than Chuck Bass stood drunkenly at her door.

'Blair, how could you? I loved you, I love you. I did the most dangerous thing when I told you I loved you and it was worth it. You said you would stand by me though anything, the hardest thing I'll ever do, the darkest thought I'll ever have, this Blair is anything. Why? Why did you walk away from me? Why did you break my heart?'

Having heard that Blair got off the bed to face her one true love, her Chuck, but the weight of all that had happened still sat on her chest.

'No. Why did I break your heart Chuck? It was you who broke mine first, you screwed Whoregina. I said those things because I never thought that the worst thing you'd ever do would be to me. When you traded me for your hotel, I forgave you, for something no one else ever would. But then you did the one thing I could never forgive. Your father let you buy that hotel, and Jack took it. Your father believed in you, I believed in you, you're the only one who didn't, and I'm sorry if I can't watch you self-destruct anymore.'

The tumbler of scotch came hurtling to the ground.

'I said I was sorry, Blair. Why can't you forgive me for sleeping with Whoregina? I thought she was you, Blair the dark hair. I didn't know. I love you Blair and I don't want to hurt you, I just want you to forgive me so we can go back to being us'

'Go back to being us? We can't be anything until Whoregina is still on this island. I want to forgive you Chuck, I do. But you need to give me time. You need to leave Chuck. Please go home, go back to your father and Lily, Eric's in trouble and they need you, because to be honest right now I don't'

Blair slammed the door shut in Chuck's face, she was unaware of how she had gotten there, but she stumbled back to her bed. Falling head first she let the tears overcome her.

Spotted- Chuck Bass leaving Blair Waldorf's penthouse. Is all forgiven or is Blair still upset over Chuck trading her for his hotel and then doing Whoregina. Oh come on B, we don't think you have much of a leg to stand on after Nate, do you?

To be cont.