Disclaimer: HP and universe = JKR's

A/N: What started as one simple poem seems to turn out as a series. Well, this is about Sev sees Harry. Set during the first book, I think. The mistake I mention in it is taken from a fan fiction that is already finished inside my head but not brought on paper.

Please, review so I can improve. If you like this series I might think of continuing it. Ciao Severina



To Harry

The exact copy

Of your goddamned father

The same impertinent behaviour

Famous from the first year on

The Boy Who Lived

Everybody thinks the miracle was yours

But in reality

Your mother was the strong one

Who defeated HIM

And now you sit here

And remind me every day and night

Of this void inside me

Of your father's prank

His oh so wonderful friends

Who sealed my death

Cowardice made him warn me

Why did he save me

So I could make this goddamn life

In pain and loneliness

To an endless torture for myself

But even worse

Are those shimmering emeralds

Your eyes – her eyes

Which remember me

Of what my own mistake took away from me

I treat you as miserably as I can

Humiliate and punish you

So nobody sees

How my heart of stone weeps before you

You should have been mine

What can obsession with power

Cause for consequences

How can the hunger for knowledge

Destroy everything

Do not be mistaken, boy

I do not hate you

As it seems

But only myself

Nobody is allowed to see this weakness

And so they only see

Nothing more than this cold and icy wall

Especially you

Close your eyes

And get away

Leave me in peace

You will not?

Well, then it's 10 points

From Gryffindor