--chapter one: emo-robots from yxcvbnm1029384756

Riku was an outcast, not one of those with at least one friend. No, he was completely alone .

But it all would change with this year, he changed highschool because he had been an outcast since middle school and his parents were worried about him. He would try his very best to get as many friends as possible.

Having no friends at all was so troublesome, his parents were worried about their little Riku and forced him to join a group of emos and nerds called „the poetry-club"

They wrote poetry and read it to each other. It was so pathetic sitting in the middle of a few nerds that wrote some sci-fi stuff nobody except them understood and some emos who wrote about how less they slept and how much they missed their girlfriend in god-knows-where and how they hurt themselves.

Sometimes another emo or nerd joined, Riku didn´t even know the name of half of the others.

Like today...

„This is our new member, be nice to him."their teacher said bored.

Officially, the poetry club belonged to destiny high, the school Riku would move to. It wasn´t like his old school didn´t had one but this one was sooooo much better, or whatever his parents had said. Riku just had stopped listening to their talking. Don´t ask what they did to get him into it, they nearly moved heaven and earth, just so that he finally had a creative hobby. They thought that playing guitar wasn´t creative enough, Riku sighed.

„Riku!" suddenly Riku was hugged tightly, he gasped for air. No it couldn´t be, not after all these years...

It was Saïx his old best friend from elementary school. Saïx had been a nice and friendly person he only sometimes have had „seizures", sometimes still had the two of them had been the best friends for the longest time.

Seizure meant the blue haired got aggressive over nothing and destroyed and attack everything around him, not bothering to check whether his victim was alive or not. Normally he had been totally manic and stuff, just like a elementary-kid was supposed to be.

Riku wasn´t sure what he should think now, they Warren´t in elementary school anymore and hugging somebody wasn´t that normal anymore. But the two of them had never been normal, even compared to other kids, even kindergartners the had hugged excessively. When they hadn´t hugged the had at least held hands or so. Riku thought he remembered Saïx kissing him several times.

Riku and he had split up after elementary school in the cause of unknown reasons. Riku had always guessed what had happened. Saïx had one day vanished and nobody knew any details.

Riku remembered crying for days after Saïx left him, they hadn´t been able to phone each other because Saïx did had a phone number where ever he had gone.

The blue haired was hugging him right now and Riku remembered all the times he had been hugged like this and had listened to this heart beat, he was short for answering the hug when he noticed that he wouldn´t get popular as fag. And he wasn´t ten anymore, hugging somebody like this couldn´t be the only thing Saïx wanted...

„Go away from me you pervert!" he pushed Saïx away.

„But...Riku don´t you remember me? It´s me Saïx, we were best friends in elementary school." Saïx seemed disappointed and reached out to touch Riku´s cheek.

Riku noticed how much he had changed: his hair was no longer short as it had been but long like girls hair, Saïx had grown amazingly tall and was muscled. Riku was interested if his seizures had minimized or multiplied.

„No I don´t remember you, leave me alone fag!" Riku kicked the hand away.

„You heard what he said, don´t force him onto something, maybe he´ll remember after my lession. If you still don´t let go of him I have to report you to the principal for molesting him." their teacher had rested his hand supportingly on Saïx´s shoulder.

„Don´t touch me." the words were low but dangerous. Riku was ready to run for the hills, he didn´t care if the emos, the nerds and the teacher were beaten up but he could think of a better way of dying.

The teacher did back away reflexively and the class also as Saïx looked up, his pupils dilated like always when he had a seizure. Riku remembered that quite good, Saïx had always looked like a drug addict to him.

It was interesting to see how much Saïx had changed from the outside but how familiar the inside was. Saïx calmed himself down fast. His pupils contracted to normal size and he apologized „Sorry, I didn´t meant to scare you." he sounded ashamed and sat down.

Everybody seemed to back away from him even more, only Riku stayed, he was used to things like this, he had seen this seizures several times, he had also been a victim several times and once had been hurt badly: his left arm had been utterly shattered. Many of the bone pieces had come out through his skin, he had bleed like mad and it had hurt like mad but he still had never been afraid of Saïx even after.

So they wrote poems and read them to each other, of course they wrote about the seizure. The emos wrote something about „sweet pain" , „Darking my sight" a.s.o

The nerds wrote about some mad killer-robots from Qwertzuiop 112358132134 a planet in the six dimension of Asdfghjkl 20460810350790. The poems sounded rather disturbing.

Riku knew that Saïx was watching him closely.

Luckily the lession ended and they could go home. Of course Saïx clung to him immediately „Why don´t you remember me?" he asked.

„Let me go, freak." Riku freed himself and wanted to leave when suddenly somebody shouted „If you hurt my mate I shall kill you!" Riku faced a red haired that who had suddenly appeared around a corner in front of him.

„Believe me I would do that. Because I´m A-x-e-l, Axel, got it memorized?" Riku backed away from the redhaired spelling master.

„Hey, Axel." Saïx rested his chin on Riku´s head. Axel stepped closer and the two kissed, not like two straight girls would kiss as „hello" or „goodbye". No, the kissed for about a minute passionately, Riku was happy not to be spitted on.

Suddenly Axel pulled Saïx closer into a hug but forgot about Riku, the silver haired was part of a sick sandwich, but something inside him liked being close to Saïx so he hugged the red haired reflexively, burying his head in the soft fabric of Axel´s T-shirt

Axel let go of Saïx immediately and stepped back „Wowowow, not so fast little one." Axel looked at Riku in disbelieve and Riku was utterly confused also.

„What kind of sex-addicted freak did you pick up again?" he asked Saïx.

„This is Riku, we were best friends in elementary school." said Saïx calm

„Your influence is easy to see."Axel still looked at Riku.

„In each case, why are you here?" asked Saïx and pulled Riku against him. Riku was somehow happy to don´t stand between the two males but he wasn´t sure if leaned against one was so much better.

He wasn´t gay and he didn´t like the idea of being.

„I am meeting Roxy in the moon, I wanted to pick you up to come with me."

The moon was the bar for the less popular to outcasts it was opened up shortly after the sun a bar only for popular kids, of course there were loads of other clubs, dicos and bars but these two were the most famous.

„Do you wanna join in?" he asked Riku. Suddenly Riku remembered that his goal was to get so famous to get into the sun, he freed himself of Saïx´s grip and said „Sorry I don´t go anywhere with strangers. Good bye!" he just wanted to leave when Axel grabbed him by the hair.

„Ouch!"

„Saïx, didn´t you say you knew him elementary school?" Axel pulled Riku closer who cursed at the redhaired „Yes." nodded Saïx „Why is he calling us strangers then?"

„Stop telling your lies! We have never met before! Let me go!" Riku tried to get Axel off him but failed.

„He says he doesn´t remember me." explained Saïx.

„What is better for refreshing memories then spending time together? You´re coming with us, no refuse desired."Axel smirked and let go of Riku´s hair.

„What have I done to deserve this, tell me lord?" prayed Riku in his mind. Fixing his hair with his hands. „But wait how are we supposed to get there?" he asked fast.

„Driving of course." said Axel and smirked.

Axel´s car turned out to be a wreck with 4 wheel.

Riku had to sit on Saïx lap because the car only had two seats, Saïx used his change and rested his chin on Rikus´s head. Riku felt uncomfortable with this older males who were so gay it hurt the eye.

„So Riku you haven´t talked much yet, how have you been all those years?" Axel asked, not focusing on the street.

„I said I don´t remember him!" Riku pouted couldn´t any of them listen to him? No, they had to kiss each other because they hadn´t seen for oh so long.

„Are you gay then?" asked Axel

„WHAT? NO!" Riku was confused this guy was asking him if he was gay? What a jerk!

„You are sitting in the lap of some guy you just met and you are not gay, hard to believe." Axel laughed and Riku really wanted to leave.

The parked the car near the bar.

Without asking Saïx took Riku´s hand as they walked to the moon, Roxas was already waiting for them in front of it.

„Axel!" he hugged and kissed the redhaired.

„Oh hello Saïx. Who is your boyfriend?" the blond eyed Riku with great interest.

„I am not his boyfriend!" Riku freed himself of Saïx´s hand.He was so pissed by now.

„This is Riku, he and Saïx were best friends in elementary school, but he doesn´t remember." Axel introduced.

„Another psycho?" the naive blond asked, Riku wanted to hit this little blond.

„I am not a psycho and I am leaving!" Riku turned around to leave but Roxas held him back „Don´t be so touchy I was just kidding." Roxas gave Riku one of his I-am-blond-and-blue-eyed-obey-me-looks.

Riku didn´t care and kept walking away.

„Don´t be so childish and stay!" Axel called after him and Riku started to run, but didn´t come far. Axel cought up to him and pressed him against a wall so he couldn´t run away anymore.

„I don´t care if you remember Saïx or not. I haven´t seen him so happy ever before, so you will stay or I kill you." Axel sounded serious and dangerous. Riku counted his changes to get away, the were down to zero, he was alone in a fucked up side street, the next street lamb was an eternity away.

„Let me go!" Riku tried to fight the older male, but failed.

„Let him go." a remarkable low and dangerous voice said.

„But." Axel was interrupted.

„I said: Let. Him. Go." Axel let Riku down and stepped back.

Saïx´s pupils had widened again „You and I know you remember so stop pretending and just tell me you hate me." Riku could think of a million less suicidal things beside telling a berserk you hate him. So he stayed silent, thinking of an opportunity. Minutes seemed to pass as they stood there in death silence.

„I see, Axel let´s leave." Saïx looked like he could kill somebody on the spot. Axel could see that and obeyed „Okay." even he sounded frightened.

Riku stayed leaned against the wall, calming and thinking of what he had done.

We he finally got home his parents asked him where he had been so long and with who. He was too tired to answer and just went to bed.

--Author note

Another of my senseless stories who nobody reads, hooray! I am really not quite sure how to call Saïx sickness... biopolar disorder with manic and auto aggression maybe. Ill research a little in each case R&R.