Enjoyment
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"I'm sorry, America. I am." the Russian accent was thick, as it would always be.
Alfred just looked up at his captor, into those lavender eyes, and said simply,
"No, your not. I just wish you were."
Bang!
Alfred jumped up in bed, looking around wildly, before relaxing and lying back down.
He was alive, at home, in his bed.
It was just a dream.
"America, you need to get up." Toris opened the door to Alfred's room and was surprised to find him already awake.
"Good mornin', Toris. You can call me Alfred."
Toris nodded, but Alfred knew that he would continue calling him America.
But he wasn't America any more.
"Russia is coming home today." Toris stated.
Alfred crawled out of bed, saying,
"I'll be out in a minute."
Because if I'm there, he won't hurt anyone else.
Toris nodded, an almost sadness showing, and left. Alfred quickly got dressed, and headed into the kitchen to help Matthew and Toris with breakfast. He would only set the table for everyone, but it was better than nothing. He hardly did any of the chores. Everyone said that he did enough already, but Alfred didn't think so.
If I don't do it, someone else will.
No one would look him in the eye anymore, except Toris and Ivan. Not even Arthur or Matthew, his brothers, would dare actually to talk to him.
They feel guilty, but I'm the hero, it's my job to take care of them.
Ivan soon came in the doorway, and just as usual, led Alfred away from everyone else, who were still eating breakfast.
They walked into a room familiar to both of them. Alfred's jacket and shirt were shed, showing barely-healed scars across his body.
Those are my excuses anyway…
A knife dug into his skin, and he cried out in pain. Ivan smiled faintly behind him, spreading the blood from Alfred's newest scar-to-be across Alfred's back.
"You're beautiful, Alfred. I love you," Ivan muttered as he continued to slice at Alfred's skin.
I can not admit to anyone, that I might actually enjoy this…
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Author's note: Um... I'm at Kit's house, and I wanted to write something and it kinda became creepy...
