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Chapter 1: A Lost Chance
I was just standing there. That's exactly when I understood all the fighting, all the arguments. All this time I… I was in love with Regina. How blind did I have to be not to see it. Emma's face expression had nothing but pain. It was painful for her to see Regina so happy, but she wasn't sad because of that it was because she had lost her chance to be the one making her happy. Now she was late, she was because Regina had her new family, a new chance to love and be loved. Robin and Roland became the center of her life really quick. Every since that encounter Regina and Robin had at Zelenas house. They started to spend more time together.
At first Regina tried to have boundaries, but she couldn't resist when Robin would use Roland to ask her out. After all the Regina Mills had a soft spot for children. Their first official date was little after Neal's death, they let some time go by. In their first date Robin took Regina for a picnic to the woods, only the two of them, no one else, Regina felt that it was too romantic yet she had her wall set up and straight she didn't to get emotionally attach to Robin, specially because her son couldn't even remember her. But Regina decided to give him a chance and let everything flow. After all she had the sensation she knew the guy from before. Her mind could't remember, but her heart did. Some how, still under the curse her heart manage to remember him and feel something strong enough for Regina Mills the cold hearted queen to let the carpenter in. After a while it was no longer only them the ones going out, it was her, Robin and little sweet Roland. That was what closet the deal for her. Her heart melted every time she would see Roland, running towards her screaming "Gina" with his arms open. After a while they made it official they were now a couple.
Robin took Regina to the woods, close to the water well. He had set everything up, flowers all over the place. In the water well there was a parchment that read:
Regina, Milady, During this couple of weeks something wonderful has grown between us. It could be magical up to one point. I can't find words to express the emotions you make me feel when you look at me with those eyes. Those eyes have driven me crazy. I hope that you can feel the same. So i would take a risk and ask you…
That was it, that was all the parchment said "What? What question" It was obvious that Regina wanted to know more about it. The brunette couldn't help herself to start looking around, just to turn around and find Robing behind her, observing her, admiring every single part of her body. Regina recompose herself and with a serious voice "What's this?" She said locking her eyes in the buff guy standing in front of her. He then got closer to her, to the point where they were face to face, they both could feel the other breathing, the moment was surly their and no one else's. That's when Robin popped the question "Milady, would you give m the honor of being my girlfriend?" He said placing his hands around her hips, giving her a small grin. Regina's face seem to have no expression at all, maybe she didn't hear the question, but of course she did, she was right in front of him. "Regina" he said, moving her hips side to side. It was then when the brunette seem to come back to herself. "Sorry" She said while moving away from Robin. It was obvious he hadn't understood what was going on. "What's wrong" He said following her "I thought we had something going one" He said pulling her from her right arm and turning her around to face him. "Robin, I.. I…" Said looking down, something kept her looking up to his face. "I can't love you." His reaction wasn't the one the brunette was expecting. "Please don't take it personal, you are a great man, handsome, hard worker and although sometime you smell like forest I like having you around, but…" She said keeping in silence for a while "I can't offer you my heart, it's being a while since I loved someone, since I let anyone inside my heart, my life." she said, now she was the one looking for Robin's eyes to meet hers. "Regina" Looking up to Regina's eyes "If you give just one chance, just one, I promise I would make you happy, I'll do everything that is in my hands to make YOU and Roland happy" He said giving her a small grin again. This made Regina's thrill her whole body. It was obvious she wanted this, but deep inside there was something else keeping her. "Regina please" the carpenter said one more time. "You promise being understanding? Love me even when the whole world doesn't?" She said, looking at him and sounding more serious than ever. "I promise, I promise always being by your side" That was it. That was all it took. Regina and him came closer again. Close enough to invade each others personal space "Yes" said softly. And then they both embrace in a kiss, sweet, soft and gentle. After that Robin was always around Regina, never leaving her side. Neither did little Roland. The small boy with dark brown hair, loved to be around Regina or Gina how he called her.
Emma never knew how she really felt about Regina until it was late, now Regina was starting a new life with her new family, still caring and looking out for Henry, and sometimes even Emma. Everything changed for Emma's since the funeral. Maybe was the fact that Regina knew how it felt to lose the person you love, your first love; the person you share many moments with. The day of the funeral, while Emma and Henry stranded together she observe them. Regina knew there was something wrong with the blonde, that no matter how tough she look, she was hurting on the inside. The same way she did once. The same way her heart once hurt when she lost Daniel, and the same way her heart hurt when Daniel came back and she had to kill him with her own hands. Was then when she decided it was time to talk to her. Regina then walked closer to the blonde and her son. She gave Henry a hug to which he responded. Then she hugged the blonde with green eyes as forest then replied to the hug "I'm sorry for your lost" Regina said with a soft voice. Emma tried responding to what Regina had just said but she couldn't "Tha…" And her voice cracked. Regina then hug the blonde a little more stronger "I would like to have a word with you" The blonde agreed, just moving her head.
They both walked to a place more private, still in the cemetery. Emma in front of Regina. "Ms. Swan" Regina said stoping once she made sure there was no one around. "I know it is hard for you" she said sobbing. Emma stop walking then, and she gave a soft turn. It was obvios she wasn't being herself. She was really affected by the situation she had found herself in. "You do" Emma asked surprise. She was so overwhelmed with the situation she was in that didn't remember Regina's situations a year ago with the return of Daniel. "Indeed" Regina said getting closer to Emma. "Look Ms. Swan, I know how it feels to lose the person you love, the emptiness one can get to feel, when that person is gone, and I know that I'm no one to tell you this, but you will over come it. One day you will find someone who would love you just as much as you do." Emma look up at Regina and maybe didn't stop speaking "Oh because you have found love. Yeah, right" she said sounding bother. This made Regina mad, but she controlled herself, well after all she knew Emma was just hurt, that she didn't really mean it. "Yes really" she said. "Well I just wanted to let you know Ms. Swan I'm here if you need me" It was then when Regina reached more close to Emma and hug her. The hug took Emma by surprise, but it was not the action what affected her more, It was what she felt when Regina hugged her. She felt Regina's body right next to hers, she could feel the warm, every inch and how somehow their bodies manage to fit perfectly in hers, but what caught her of guard was the feeling she got in her heart. She felt like something hugged her heart. It was then when they both notice that both of them were scintillating. What had just happen, no one of them could explain. When Regina noticed the glowing that was coming from both of them, she let go of Emma. "Like I said, I would be here" She said trying to ignore what had just happen. "Regina" Emma said sounding more conformed "Did you see that?" Regina raised an eyebrow and tried to look like she didn't see anything. "No what?" It was obvious the blonde didn't believe her. "Forget it" she said, heading back to where everyone was at "Oh and Regina" turning around to see her "Thank you" she said, finally leaving. Just those few words warmed Regina's heart. She knew she was doing something good.
But how could Emma had miss it? Was isn't it really obvious? Regina, the Evil Queen as how everyone referred to her, just had a kind moment with her. And she missed it. They had to be blind not to see the glow they both made when they hugged, but what did that mean? Was that magic? Where they doing magic? No how was that possible if it was a single hug. No it couldn't being magic, Emma though she wasn't using magic and neither did I. I mean I can't controlled. She had this arguments with herself until she was finally with Henry. After that encounter they didn't see much of each other. Until the day that Emma decided to finally come out of her depression. Regina had being called her often to check on her, but she never answered it was always Snow, David or Henry who answered the phone. But that day. That day at grannies was all it took for Emma to realize what she though she had lost. She saw Regina playing with Roland, lifting him up, tickling him, she saw her laughing having fun and then. Then she saw Robing approaching them. She saw how Regina shared a small kiss with him. It was too perfect, yet it was too painful for her to watch. She could't understand why she had those feelings. "Yuck" She said to herself, once she realized what she had said, she found herself surprised because she realize. She realized she was in love with Regina. How was that possible. But now.. Now it was too late to destroy Regina's happiness, Emma had lost her chance with her. How could she regain Regina's heart if she never did.
Regina felt someone watching, when she turned it was her. It was Emma, looking better and finally out. It was then when she realized that she had probably seeing her with Robin and Roland, Regina felt somehow bother by it. Not because Emma had seeing her wit Robin, but because she probably saw her kissing him. Regina couldn't help her thought. What do I do now? Do I go and say hi. No, she looks mad. Neither of the two women said anything, until their eyes met. That was it. That was all they need it. That was more than enough to know what the other was thinking. time stood still for them.
