((Why ello, I've never written a Seiftis but that is what I'm trying to aim for! It was inspired by all the writers out there on Fan Fiction. The biggest being Alonia Everclear, you are probably an idol to my writing. If I get reviews I will continue with the story. ""Is speech, I is thoughts. I don't own squaresoft or the characters, just the stupid things they do in my storied unless otherwise stated))

It was a night that should have been beautiful, stars were out, not a cloud in the sky, and the wedding had been lovely. Everything was draped in shades of blue and she had walked down the isle with a slow and graceful pace. Both were smiling, which was something uncommon for him, and when they linked hands the whole room knew it was meant to be… except one… She should have been happy for them; she wanted to be happy for them. She loved the raven haired girl as a sister but something inside her was driving her to jealousy. Though not just jealousy of her, but what she had. She could not help that he chosen Rinoa, and when word first got out about their engagement she had been the first to congratulate them. Yet as time went on it all changed, still she tried to remain normal around her friends. She did have her instructor's license, which was something to be happy about. But there was something missing in her life, something that all her friends seemed to have.

Selphie had the infamous cowboy and after they got over their differences they became quite happy and comfortable with each other. Selphie had even got the bouquet at the 'perfect' reception they held.

Zell had finally picked up his courage and was dating that cute girl from the depths of the library.

Squall and Rinoa were now a happy couple of exactly 5 hours 32 minutes and 15…16...17… seconds. Not that she was counting or anything. Where did she fit into this mess of happiness?

She leaned against her balcony railing as she pondered this in her drunken slur. It was not like her to get drunk but she could help it at the happy reception with everyone kissing and smiling. The alcohol just seemed the easiest solution in the world. So our blonde protagonist continued to slam drink after drink until she decided she would stumble back to her dorm using the wall as a prop. It didn't help that she was still sporting the maid of honor dress, bright blue with white trims. Even with it lifting her bosom she felt tacky and unstable in the heels to match. On the porch she had ditched the shoes, but did not sustain enough energy to try the dress. So now she leaned against the railing, gazing onto what should be the perfect night while she pondered deep in thought, shimmers of silver streaming down her cheeks taking the black with them.

"Is this my fate?"

You brought your self to it! Ice Queen indeed…

"I'm not a Queen of anything, Queens don't fail"

It's because you failed him and so you failed your self!

"Am I nothing but a failure?"

Doomed to live to lonely stone cold life you created, too proud to open to any form of love…

"This cannot be true…"

But it is… your nothing but the lowly instructor now. A first class SeeD that will always stand in the shadow you created.

"Would anyone miss me?"

The sea hovering below looked so peaceful, full of creatures that had not an emotional care in the world. It was merely swim and avoid being eaten… As she leaned over to get a better view of the sea her drunken balance gave way and she slipped forwards. Tumbling, falling, her mind emptied until cold and darkness engulfed her… the light slowly began to vanish as she fell slowly in the icy darkness… everything gone, thoughts vanished. Garden moved on, the party continued threw the starry night, no one aware of the fallen member…

((I just re did it as there were quite a lot of errors, feel free to poin them out to me ))