Chapter 1
(EDWARD POV)
I couldnt believe what i had done. I disgusted myself. Poor, poor bella. imagine how she would feel if she found out?
"You cant tell her edward." Alice said as she strolled into the room. "I know you feel bad, so do i. but no one must know. do you understand? Jasper cant find out, and neither can Bella. they would be devestated."
"Alice i-"
"Devestated upon hearing what alice dear?" a soft but masculine voice asked out of no where. I looked toward the door and saw honey blonde curls. Jasper. Oh no. This couldnt be happening. I quickly scanned his thoughts. I knew this would end horribly, just the timing, alice was in her skimpy bra and girl boxers, and i had my shirt off with just boxers on.
What the eff is going on Edward? How could you do this to me?? With MY Alice, and have you even thought about Bella, you selfish arragont fool.
(JASPER POV)
I could feel the bubbles of panic that began to engulf Alice and more importantly i could feel my own pain, and it was ten times greater than anything i ever imagined possible. My dead heart ached terribly and i felt as though the room was spinning out of control, i couldnt breathe, even if i didnt have too. I couldnt even think. How could she do this to me? With my own brother, whose finace happend to be her best friend. I looked at Alice, the pain and hurt clearly showing on my face. If i had tears, they would dripping down my face at that momment. I began to dry sob. My vision tinting red. I fell to ground on my knees.
I heard the front door quietly open. " Carlisle. " I said his name softly knowing he would hear.
"Jasper, you called m-" His mouth gaped open, not even finishing his sentance properly when he saw the scene before him. "Well, this is a bit of a predicament that youv gotten yourselves into this time, Edward, Alice. I am greatly dissapointed in the both of you. I would never expect this. Both of you i would appreciate if you got dressed and left this house. Come back tomorrow and we can discuss , especially you. Bella is part of this family with or without you, but i wanted to let you know that i am extremly saddend by your actions."
At that momment the worst thing that could have possibly happend, happened. Bella walked into the room. Her big brown eyes widened whey she saw us. "Wha-whats going on?" her voice quivered as she looked from Alice to Edward. Both of them looked at her with a extremly pained expression. "Edward...you, you cheated on me?" A small tear escaped her eye and she quickly wiped it away.
"Bella, please, you dont understand. I love you. " He moved toward her pulling her in by the one expected the reaction that came from bella so suddenly.
"DONT TOUCH ME!!" she screamed at Edward, shoving him away, probably earning her a couple bruises in the process. Her emotions where a complete wreck, they where even worse than mine. Her whole being was crumbling, piece by piece. I could tell that she didnt want to break down in front of everyone.
"Im going to take a walk, ill be back later." she quietly whispered as she stumbled down the stairs.
"Im going with her" I said quickly.
When i got outside i saw bella running, no, sprinting into the dense forest, what was she thinkiing? I followed her effortlessly untill she stoped at a small meadow about three miles from the house. "Bella, i said quietly. She staggered toward me and dropped into my arms. She began to shake. She sobbed, and screamed and pounded against my chest, I felt her emotions i sobbed with her and held her to me as i shook as well. And then she went numb. She had no more tears left, no more screams, and too many bruises to count.
I lay on the ground holding her to me, stroking her hair and rubbing soothing circles into her back. She was curled up against me and together we shared our suffocating pain.
