Hi guys! This fic is set 3 years after the LA BB murder cases. If you haven't read it I really recommend it! So this is the first chapter of 'I'm Awake and I'm Alive'. Hope you enjoy!
BB's POV
I'm contained within the same 4 walls day in day out unless I'm escorted, by at least 4 Prison officers, to another small 8x10ft room where they make me see various doctors, force pills down my throat or check over my burn scars. You could say my life in the loony bin was simple. Or if you are a genius like me, you can consider it boring as fuck. I may be insane, but it doesn't mean I am stupid. I was clever enough to be able to escape my cell. Twice. So you know the drill, officers don't really want an insane mass murderer wandering around the halls of a mental asylum. So what do they do? Place me in what they call 'restraints'. And something every other human on this earth calls, a straight jacket. It can't stop me, I can escape the jacket in exactly 17 seconds. So once I escape the jacket they restrain and inject me with god knows what. I believe it to be some form of anaesthetic considering I collapse after they stab me with a sodding needle. So I kinda learnt not to escape the jacket unless absolutely nessecary. Which unfortunately for me, the insane side of my mind seems to tell me that's every time they put the fucking thing on me.
I also had the brilliant joy of being on 'suicide watch'. Considering I tried to burn myself to death, they decided I needed constant supervision. So not only do I have to put up with stupid insignificant humans dragging me around and injecting me with shit, I actually have to put up with them watching me shit! It's pretty weird if you ask me. But I wouldn't be In this position, in this prison, in this state of mind if it wasn't for her. That Naomi Misora. That bitch who just had to figure out my plan. Figure out what I had to do to beat that ignorant prick of a mentor. L. It's his fault, it's always his fault. The greedy bastard just wanted successors. And at what cost? My best friends life, my sanity. Even I couldn't have foresaw the day A committed suicide. A, Ashley, my Angel. He protected me, and I couldn't protect him. He was pushed too far. And that pressure made him take his own life. You could say that pressure sent me to try take my own life. But that was just part of my plan, a plan to beat L at his own game. And create a crime he could never solve. If I died, he had no murderer to catch, no evidence against anyone else. Deeming the case unsolvable. However the bitch Misora had to stop me. I'd have rather burned to death than be here now.
And that Kira is slowly killing criminals off, one by one. He is a pussy. Killing them with no effort, hiding behind a mask. Hiding and killing from the shadows. Not like me, I killed physically. Stabbing, shooting, asphyxiation. Many methods, but I don't hide behind a mask and kill people in prisons. And you could say I killed kindly. I only killed people on the days they were supposed to die anyway. I guess being born with the eyes of a Shinigami did have it's benefits. I pray each day that I'm not killed by 'pussy killer'. I'd rather die of my own accord. I can't see my own lifespan, but I want to have complete control. Even though that's impossible. Considering that not even the police know my real name, and aslong as Kira doesn't have the Shinigami eyes as I do. I should be safe from death.
If I had complete control of one thing. Just one thing. That would be my revenge. Against the man that destroyed my life, that still rules my life, who will pay for what he has done. L.
Normal POV
"L, you are the reason for me, you created me, are you happy with what you have done?" BB lay in the corner of his small cell, his arms bound to his body via the straight jacket he wore. He knew he could escape it, but he just didn't feel the need. A sinister smile came across the murderers pale face. Raven hair fell infront of his crimson eyes as he stared down at himself.
BB had been in the California State Prison's Psychiatric ward for 3 years. Ever since the day Naomi Misora discovered him burning alive as a result of his attempted suicide. He had been kept as separate from people as possible, with only certain individuals allowed to interact with him. Today was the day BB had to go for psychiatric re-evaluation, a yearly task that the officers dreaded almost as much as BB did.
"Rue Ryuzaki, 3 Counts of 1st Degree Murder and 1 count of Murder of the second degree. Here is our favourite task of the year, evaluation of Rue," a prison officer sighed as he stared at the CCTV that watched over room 13. "He isn't really acting his usual self today, usually he would have been out of that jacket hours ago, maybe there is something wrong with him," he sighed again turning to one of his fellow officers.
"Come on Brian, Is their anything right with Him?" he scoffed as he drank from his coffee mug.
"Guess your right White, I just hope he doesn't start going even more crazy when we try move him over to the evaluation room," Brian sighed once again as he prepared to go down to move Rue Ryuzaki into the evaluation room. White looked at two other prison officers, Jeffery and Benjamin, who also where responsible for Rue Ryuzaki. These 4 officers were 4 of 6 officers in total who had access to him. Due to his violent, suicidal tendencies and his crimes, only 6 specified officers were allowed direct contact with him. As 4 of the officers approached room 13, the silence was frightening. White pressed the lock code on the electronic door and then placed the key in the lock of the room and slowly opened the door.
BB turned his head as he heard the electronic noises of the coded lock and then the lock of the mechanical lock on his room turn. Then he saw 4 of the people who made his life more difficult. He looked above at all their names and numbers
'Brian Woods'
'White Peters'
'Jeffery Anderson'
'Benjamin Bridesmade'
BB just remained sprawled out on the floor as the officers closed the door to the cell and approached him.
"Rue what are you doing on the floor, get up," Jeffery yelled as he and Benjamin grabbed the back of the straight jacket and lifted him to his feet.
"I am a corpse, I cannot answer, I am dead," BB said with a sinister smile, he still looked down at the floor, his raven hair covering blood red eyes.
"Cut out the stupid talk Ryuzaki, you know the drill," White took the back of BB's straight Jacket, Jeffery and Benjamin letting go, and lead him towards the door.
"You fuckers can't just leave me can you? You can't help me, I'm way gone. You should know that better than anyone Benjamin, your daughter, she seemed nice, now she is 6ft under!" BB laughed as he was pushed out of his cell and into the corridor. Benjamin tried with all his might not to himself murder the insane man. Believe Bridesmaid, his daughter, murdered by Rue Ryuzaki.
As BB was dragged through the corridors of the secure facility, he glared at the officers that where his captors. He was then shoved into the room he hated, the only place that made him fear, the evaluation room.
"Get me the fuck out of here you twats!" BB struggled against White but as he had hold of the straight Jacket, there was no chance of him escaping just now.
"Calm down you know what's going to happen now," Brian shouted as White pushed him into the room.
"That's exactly the fucking point get me out of here!" He continued to struggle and as Brian walked past BB and White to the other side of the room, BB lunged forward and bit his shoulder as hard as he could, trying to cause as much pain as possible.
"Right that's it," White shouted as Brian went to the other side of the room, nursing a painful shoulder. He could feel the blood start to seep through his clothing. White brought out his nightstick and brought it to BB's neck, just under his chin, so he was unable to move his head and Jeffery pulled out a syringe and plunged it into the ravens neck.
BB struggled as 3 of the men forced him into another small room adjacent to the one they were currently in, however the drugs were soon taking affect as he slowly gave up the struggle. Once the men managed to get him into the other room and seal the door they sighed with relief. The room BB was now in had one way glass, the officers could see in, but BB couldn't see out. BB went towards the furthest corner of the tiny room and slumped down against the wall as the full affect of the drugs caused him to collapse.
'2hours later'
BB opened his eyes as the drugs slowly wore off, he continued to stay in the corner of the room, knowing full well that his captors were watching his every move. He smirked as he stared down at the floor.
"Something is definitely wrong with him. He hasn't even attempted to remove the straight jacket," The 4 officers continued to watch BB as he remained in the corner of the room. As the hours went on, the most BB did try to shift his arms a little, at one point he did rub his back against the wall, but not anything the officers saw as suspicious.
BB may have looked as if he wasn't doing anything, but he was laughing mentally at the officers. 'Those officers won't know what's hit em, today's every single ones death day, I wonder who causes that?'. BB couldn't help but let another smirk come across his face as the various thoughts crossed his mind.
"It's only a matter of time L, I'm coming for you!" BB said as he began laughing. The officers immediately ran towards the glass of the room as they watched the convicted murderer.
"I don't understand why he needs re-evaluating, just look at him, he is completely insane!" Brian cried out as each officer became more and more disturbed by the criminals laughter.
"Well it's 4pm now so let's just take him back to his cell," White sighed as he entered the room containing BB.
"Right Ryuzaki you know the drill," BB just looked up at the officer above him. He smiled as his crimson eyes burned into the officers brown orbs. White gulped as BB stood and the straight jacket slid down from his body landing in a heap on the ground.
"Oh White Peters, you were fun to tease, it did take me around 40 minutes to escape the jacket without arousing the interests of you and your friends, a lot longer than my usual 17 seconds, but all the same result," BB smiled as he pinned White against the wall. White tried to lift his nightstick from his belt but BB kneed him in the crotch and as White's hands automatically reached for the pained area, BB grabbed his hair and smacked his head on the glass wall with as much force as he could give, causing the glass to crack as White fell to the ground. As the other officers ran into the room. BB turned and kicked White in the head, as the blood from the wounds to his head dripped on the floor, the three officers ran into the room. Jeffery grabbed BB and pinned him against the wall.
"Not sure why your bothering, that guy is a goner, as soon you all will be the same!" BB gave a sinister smile as he turned in Jeffery's grip and kicked him under his jaw. As Jeffery fell to the floor, Benjamin leapt ontop of BB, bringing him to the ground as Brian managed to get a pair of handcuffs on him.
"Quick Brian radio Quell to bring some sedatives down here and send for medical staff!" Benjamin yelled as he lifted continued to pin BB to the ground. Brian ran out of the room, radio in hand, and Jeffery managed to stagger too his feet.
BB, slowly turned his head as he felt the pressure of Benjamin on his body ease ever so slightly as he turned to look at Jeffery. BB took this chance and rolled on the floor causing Benjamin to fall from BB's back. As BB leapt up from the ground, Brian ran back into the room along with another officer,
'Quell Hammond'
'Ooh another play toy,' BB mentally laughed as the 2 uninjured officers slowly walked towards him. BB backed into the corner of the room he had previously resided in. He noticed that Quell was holding a syringe which he could only assume to contain a sedative. BB smirked as Quell and Brian approached him. Benjamin joined the 2 advancing officers and Jeffery stood somewhat unsteady as he also attempted to approach the crazed serial killer.
"Oh come on! 4 strong officers with drugs against little old me, that's hardly fair is it?" BB's smile unnerved the 4 men who stood at his front. His crimson eyes glaring at the officers as his smile left his mouth.
"Rue Ryuzaki, we can do this the easy way, or the hard way," Quell shouted in an authoritative tone. BB sighed as Quell brought his night stick to his neck. Quell then indicated to Brian to retrieve the straight jacket on the floor and Jeffery grabbed BB's arms as slowly brought the key to unlock the handcuffs. The click of the handcuff lock opening caused BB to automatically lift his arm and punch Jeffery under the Jaw causing him to fall once again. As Quell brought the needle to BB's neck, BB kicked the man in the crotch causing his hands to fall and the nightstick to come from his neck. BB proceeded to grab hold of the syringe Quell once held and plunge it into the officers neck. Quell fell to the floor holding his neck.
"What... what have you done?" Quell spluttered out as BB covered his mouth.
"Ssshh, just go to sleep," he said as the man succumbed to the drugs and was rendered unconscious.
"Not the cleverest idea to have your weakest man undo my restraints really!" BB let out a sinister laugh as he picked up Quell's nightstick and approached Brian.
I hope you enjoy this first chapter! :) please review if you did!
