I was all alone with no one running as fast as I could as soon as I knew what Bella was planning for her honeymoon I was disgusted I couldn't understand what she saw in that leech. I had come to make peace with Bella and her leech instead she shoves it my face what they are planning to do I couldn't take it I just wanted to go wolf form forever

"Aw get over yourself Jacob and stop thinking about her she made her choice" Leah said in a frustrated

"Jake buddy are you okay I'm sorry this happened" Quil said in a sad voice

"Wait up I'll go with you Jake" Embry had said

"Ugh why can't you guys just leave me alone" I snapped at them "Leah I don't know what you are talking about when it clearly shows that you have not gotten over Sam" I wanted to hurt someone just as they had hurt me and Leah was an easy target

"Go to hell Jacob at least I know that Sam is happy and with a HUMAN which is more than I can say for you're Bella or should I say vampbella" she shot back making my wounds deeper yet I knew she was right but I would never admit to that at least not out loud

"Well at least she didn't imprint on my family" I said in a cold heartless voice and that did it for her she was definitely going to be coming after me now I could feel her picking up her speed running faster to try and catch up with me I was so ready for her even though I knew this was wrong that Leah had not being the reason I was angry yet I was just waiting for a really good fight and even though I would never hurt her I was trying to get some anger out of me she busted out of the trees then she just took one look at me and said

"You know what Jacob Black you're not even worth it, go be Bella's lapdog for all I care" and that did it for me I could not stand her saying that to me "Aw wait you can't she is going to be too busy screwing her mind reading leech"

I was in mid air when Seth jumped in front of me not in an offensive position more like protecting his sister from the attack that she had seen coming yet decided not to move

"Ugh Leah you are such a…jerk" Seth told her

"Seth get out of my way let's see if she fights better than she can bark"

"Jake don't do these Leah is a girl remember" Embry said trying to calm me down

Then Leah lunged for me I was surprised I did not expect her to attack me in my current state I was embracing the wolf that was in me this fight would just be instinct more than anything for me. Yet I couldn't help it but to be sorry for her, she was never going to have someone that truly loved her because the legends never talked about a wolf girl imprinting she would always be alone.

Of course everyone heard my thought Leah stopped in her tracks

"Leah" I said as she turned around to leave I could see the tears that where starting flow in her eyes I'd done it I hurt someone else yet it didn't feel right she had tried to help in her own way and she ran away she had back down from a fight had hell frozen or something

"No it hasn't but you mean so little to me that it's not even worth my time beating you up asshole" she said then she was gone phrase back

Everyone was in shocked Leah had walked away we all were surprised but then I was too messed up to care about that at the moment so I ran the other way around I could feel the disappointment Seth was sending me I had no right to say that to Leah it had being so hard for her when Sam left her for Emily and it's not like Sam wanted to leave her but this imprinting thing was put on our hands or paws I just wanted to get away and forget everything.

It had being four weeks and no one knew anything about Leah she had not come home after our argument I acted like I didn't care but in the back of my mined I could not help it wonder where she was I knew I was responsible for her leaving and her scent was long gone washed away with the stormed that had being going on for 8 days so that did not help our search party that we had set up till 2 weeks ago.

When Seth had told us that her sister was missing I was angry that he had waited so long to tell us but then again I did not blame him when he told me that he was mad at me for hurting her which was true yet he admitted the only reason he told us was because she had left a note saying that she had gone to her grams house but surprise surprise when their grams called to say hi to them and Leah's mom found out she was not there

Dammit I said to myself

"Seth I'm sorry kid I should have not said those things to her" I told Seth

He just looked my way and nodded in agreement it was past 4 in the morning we were the only ones awake hoping that Leah would phrase

"It's okay Jake you weren't yourself either"

"That still does not justify what I did" I told him "I won't rest till we find her I promise Seth I owe you that much and if I have to I'll drag her back home from wherever she is but still kid she knows better than to leave like that without at least trying to contact you guys"

He laugh at the thought of me dragging Leah back home for her inconsideration of her family at least when I left I stayed in wolf form and the pack always told my dad that I was okay but Leah had chosen to not let anyone know where she was on purpose and this got me angry with her

"Seth you should go kid you need to sleep ill stay till someone else comes" I told him

"Okay tell me if you know anything please" he said and then I was alone in thought it was rare that I would be left alone in wolf form but I had apparently spoke to soon

"Oh my goddess he said I was pretty" then pictures were flashing in my head then I recognized who it was

"Leah!?" I said surprised "Is that you" but apparently Leah had other things in her mine she was thinking about this boy that apparently she just meet and well actually liked this made me angry for some weird reason

"And the way he kissed me..." more graphic images came to my mind then apparently she noticed she wasn't alone "Aw shit"

"Yeah hello to you to Leah where the hell have you being..." I asked angry

"Wow you sound just like my mom" she said ironically "leave me alone Jacob Black" she told me with anger yet she had not noticed that I was running faster now

"You know how worried you mom has being and your brother jez Leah at least you could call them and tell them your okay" I said trying to buy time for I could get a better idea of where she was

"Oh no you don't Jacob Black you are not coming over here I'm happy here you are not going to ruin it and as for the rest I'm okay I promise I won't phase again so leave me alone I'm fine where I am" she informed me

"Leah as Alpha I am responsible for you and you will come home even if I have to order..." and then she was gone dam I didn't even have a clue of where she was and now she had promised not to tell me where she was at or that she would come back to the reservation for that fact why did girls have to be so complicated

Chapter 2

I had not phrase for months now I was somehow dying inside slowly day by day I would cry myself to sleep with a new bruise to hide from the people around me if the pack knew how low I had fallen how depressed I had become I was far away from home yet I did not know where my home was the reservation did not feel like my home I was lost

My boyfriend Blake and I were living together for a few months, he didn't love me I knew that from the moment he laid a hand on me I was so desperate for love that I did not care anymore I was desperate for an emotion when he said he was sorry and promise not to ever hit me again.

I believed him yet I knew I was only lying to myself when he hit me again I lashed out and hurt him also yet we both ended up forgiving each other and after that everything was going great we would go out have fun love each other then out of nowhere he hit me once again by this time I was tired of everything of my life of how everyone I loved always ended up hurting me.

When all I did was love them was that a crime apparently for me it was I let Blake hurt me mentally and physically Blake was the same man that Jacob had seen me thinking about the one that was so sweet and wonderful at first but like everything it had to end and be tainted with bad things in the world.

I just accepted the fact that Blake would hurt me every chance that he would get, that for him any excuse would be okay, but I didn't care as long as he would stay with me. The bruises would heal fast yet not as fast.

Though it got bad he hit me beat me up to the point that I could not stand I could have easily phrased and healed but that would not help me at all I did not want to risk the pack knowing what was going on to me

I just wanted to close my eyes and never open them again I wanted to die when Sam left me for Emily it broke my heart I was trying to get away from that pain I was escaping the pain I did not want to feel every time I saw them

I was crushed I have giving Sam everything I had I did not want the pack to see how much I was truly hurting in the inside it was very difficult since we hardly got any privacy when I went to the hospital I was informed that I was not Blake's only victim I was one of many this upset me left me wondering what I was doing in here

I had being good with Blake and yet once again another man had cheated on me left me for someone else the doctor told me I should press charges but in reality I did not want to deal with all the drama of dealing with the police I had no one to blame but myself I had let things happen.

When I got out there was a lot of press trying to get me to talk to them but I knew better. I keep on walking with me head down my hood covering my face and my hair in my face. Eventually they lost interest a left me alone

I went to my apartment in Michigan it was small and cozy though it was raining hard there was a thunder storm I was bundled up in the bed crying wondering what I was going to do now

I had to start all over again I was trying to forget the painful memories that came to my mine the knock on the door distracted me even though it was a bit strange that someone would be knocking at 3 in the morning desperate for and escape I went to distract myself and open the door hoping it was Blake to tell me it was all lies that he had not cheated on me.

"Leah" said a stranger when I slightly opened the door with the chain still on it

"Yeah" I said in a whisper tired of well everything. "Can I help you?"

"Ya you can by telling me what happen to you Leah?" A husky voice asked me full of sadness.

Then I remembered who this was it was Jacob Black oh no this was not good the Alpha of the pack had finally found me my past was catching up with me.